♥ Babe Melissa ♥

why??

2012-01-26T21:48:00.000-08:00

为什么我一直觉得我在做蠢事情..
是自己太热情还是他们太冷淡..?? =.=''
哎哟..我不懂啦..!!

MIX

2012-01-26T07:54:00.000-08:00

新年=发胖的季节
有谁过年不胖的可以教教我吗??
可以我有是大爱美食之人，怎能戒口呢?? 哈哈~
下个星期一开始就是我开工的日子，希望我能开始有冲动减肥呗~
红包是拿了不少，不过还是照惯例，全部存起来~

最近老是做些很奇怪的梦..
而且情节非常类似，里面的主角也是一样的..
只是我真的不能接受它在现实中发生..
太可怕了..
我无法接受..
想来想去，还是想不透为什么会做这种梦..唉~

不安稳..
很害怕..
多疑，多虑..
哎哟..又怎么了啦..

我

2012-01-07T06:28:00.000-08:00

前几天和同事聊到中学生活，因为我们来自同所中学，所以常会聊起..
我和她说中学时期我没人追，她很诧异，直说不可能..哈哈..
我就让她看了我以前的照片，她也就无言了..
想想我如何从那段时期走出来..
以前我的自卑来自肤色和身形..
所以我都不敢主动跟人讲话，所以我属于比较孤僻...
有人说过我印度人，非洲人..
我知道都是开玩笑，但是我还是介意的，更何况说我的都是男生...
至于身形，有人也说过我‘鸭子’，因为我臀围比较大...但这是我的一个女生朋友无意间说的..
所以就算有暗恋的人，也没勇气说...
庆幸的是每次到了一个新环境，还是会有两三个要好的朋友..

离开了中学，又到了新环境，还是一样怕生...
不过那边的人都很好，非常友善，是我打开了心扉还是他们的热情感化了我呢?? 哈哈...
我觉得人变开朗了，心情换了，自信也来了..
有时候觉得被重视或是被在乎的感觉真的很窝心..很感动..
那是我不曾有过的体会..
所以我真的很珍惜..
我想一直这么开朗下去，我觉得这才是我..
以前我压抑是因为自卑，她们教会我明白我的特点，我所care 的肤色其实有些人很想拥有..
她们说这是特别..
所以我也改变我自己的想法了..
我喜欢现在的我..

不过毕业后的班聚我都没出席过，心里还是抗拒，感觉和他们没话聊...
不知道为什么想到他们还是会想起一些‘往事’..
不过我想反正我以前在班上也是默默耕耘的人，所以就继续默默过着现在我认为精彩的人生吧~~

要? 不要?

2011-12-09T06:13:00.000-08:00

最近想剪短发的冲动特别强烈~
可能是看到很多明星都剪了短发，所以才会有那种冲动吧..
可是现在的心情有点矛盾..
该怎么形容呢??
这么说好了，毕竟头发留了要4年了
说要剪，当然非常舍不得
但是，又想要换个新形象...
平时我又很懒惰吹干头发，都是让它自然干
现在又发现很多开叉，打结
所以这又加强了我的冲动
另一方面，又怕剪出来效果不好
要等到它长应该要一段时间..
最近拍了些照片，发现头发飘的很好看，所以心里又矛盾了..
哈哈~
家人和朋友都问我会不会后悔
我说一定会的
可是没试过不知道
还是豁出去算了~

泪了..

2011-10-10T06:21:00.000-07:00

酸涩..
今天眼睛一整天的感觉..
那是因为昨晚大哭一场所换来的代价..=.=
好久没哭了
突然觉得自己哭得好像小孩
那种夹杂着悲伤和发泄的哭法
让我觉得蛮痛快的

当然也是有原因我才会哭成这样..哈哈..
在记忆中
我和你很少吵架
在一年里，应该不超过5次吧
哭过也那么一次
所以昨天算是第二或第三次因为你而哭吧
其实对同一件事生气好像不只一两次了吧
不过还是蛮伤心的
你说会慢慢改
好吧..
可是说起来也好笑
我们是那种前一晚有点不愉快
却总能在隔一天又和对方闲话家常
所以这算是我们沟通最好的方法吧
毕竟事情总得有雨过天晴的一天..

除了为他而哭
当然还有其它方面有压力，有压抑..
所以干脆利用昨天
把一切发泄
超痛快!!
好像有一点变态..哈哈~
不过我还是比较喜欢笑
不想做爱哭鬼..=)

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY

2011-10-02T18:05:00.000-07:00

Yesterday(Sunday) was the first anniversary of us..
Finally it reached and we both had great moment even though we could only accompany each other for half day..
but it's enough for me since it's better than can't meet at all.. ^^
we didn't celebrate in special way, just simple as usual but we knew it's meaningful than usual also.. haha
anyway, we played, watched movie, ate..
just do whatever we like to do when everytime we meet..
but only special thing he made for me was, he took 2:30pm bus went back..LOL
normally he would take 11am bus went back..=P
anyway, for me the most important was the journey we passed and how we get reach of 1 year..
I love the way we communicate..
I love the way we settle unhappy together..
I love him willing to cheer me up when I sad..
I love we still able to maintain the feeling of love struck even though we are parted in two places..

I wish it can be maintained longer, more longer, or maybe forever..
maybe I'm not the first of his..
but I willing to become his last..if can..

♥

2011-09-28T19:52:00.000-07:00

每次总期待下一次的见面
虽然我们的距离不只一点点
你还是心甘情愿来到我身边
满足我每天不停地想念
所以我能开心的过每一天

之前我和人说话不敢眼对眼
现在我和你却敢脸贴脸
我只能说幸福还真甜
我爱你所过很多遍
但是我还听不厌
你可以再说多一点
我对你的爱永远不变

想起第一次我们把手牵
朋友们开始计算着那一天
害我们都不敢走他们前面
你不知道我每天许愿
希望那个愿望能实现
我要你是最后那个不只是初恋... ♥

upset..

2011-09-26T18:05:00.000-07:00

YOU always upset me..
always disappointed me..
I really can't understand you..
how come you will being like that..
as one family, I thought everything will be united..
but seems we expect too much on it..
and actually you are too eccentric...
I think you will never knew it... because you are too feel good inc...

every time if the same words out from different mouths together..
you will never blame any one of your love
the partiality is really getting serious and stronger now..haiz..
what should we all being daughters do??
and in fact, the truth that we tell is to give you advice
and we really care about your image so we just tell the truth and avoid you losing face..
but when the words go into your ears and it automatically change to another meaning-- we want to cover your glorious..!!
how about your sons also advice the same thing??
why the reactions you treat us is totally opposite??
so i can get your meaning already-- you think we jealous you!!
so why you so like to ask about our opinion?? please don't always ask about our opinions again since you know we will say directly if it really bad...

you really never stand on our position and think..
this is the most disappointed!!
you are too self-centered and nothing can change your mind...
you think everyone fall short of you, but please stand on different position and think what others' feeling about the matter..
this problem was not happened in once..
it occurred since I sensible..
and you thought we show no respect for you...
in reality, we should respect each other.. not only we respect you...
no matter how we show the respect to you, and you think respecting us is not necessary..
and you never knew how it hurt when sometimes your words out!!
we want peace but every time is you create the problem at first..
you should learn how to avoid to be too particular about trifles
this will make you more unhappy
and every time we try to communicate with you, you start to blame everybody but oneself..
seems we really no manners...but we never...

anyway, i think i used to it already..
when your eldest son come back or webcam with you,
your mood will become better and soft...
even if you scold him also scold in front of us, but when you face him, the smile non-stop.. seems we are the one who did wrong!! we all really know it!!
you only can accept his advice and sometimes trust him rather than you trust dad...
you think you proud of him that's why every time like to tell in front of us about how he intelligent can go study at Australia.. keep on saying he is the first one who go oversea study among Liew's family..
and now, keep telling whose sons or daughter go Singapore working and how high their salary..
did you remember that i requested you about I wish to go Singapore working also but you rejected it?!

fortunately I have my younger sister can understand me..
in fact, we understand each other because we really used to it..
we are always be directed against...
the youngest brother and sister still young and they just know how to flatter to get dote of you even though they used to complain to me about how you care about their eldest brother..
I just telling '习惯就好'..
once you feel good and you will automatically act like nothing happened...
act like never hurt us..

forget about it,
after releasing my mood and feelings here,
feel comfortable already..
actually when I feel unhappy I like to eat nice foods..LOL
and the dinner last night I try to cook was -- Seafood Mee Hoon..!! haha
jjang jjang my result ~~

Yummy~

2011-09-24T20:51:00.000-07:00

I like to eat, and also I love cooking =)
my breakfast for yesterday morning was sushi..
sushi as breakfast..funny right?? LOL
anyway, not always I do like that..
just suddenly the mood coming..=D

ugly..=P

after my breakfast I became driver again to bring my mum go hair care centre and I do the same go window shopping with my youngest brother and sister..
we entered into Carrefour to find some stuffs..
same as usual I went to the area for baking again to find my target..
at last I found it..!!
it's an ingredient for baking called Gelatine..
really hard to find it and I had spent near 1 month time looking for it..
thanks God^^
Of course, I can't wait to make cheesecake with it !!
that was my first time I make cheesecake and I find it's so easy to make because from the recipe I get, the oven is not needed..=)

jjang jjang~
my result!!

OREO CHEESECAKE WITH BLUBERRY TOPPINGS~

actually the taste not bad, and this cake fulfills my accomplishment..hehe..

星期五~

2011-09-22T23:17:00.000-07:00

这个星期算是忙的吧..
只有星期四是空闲的
哈哈~
所以很快今天就是星期五了
周末来了哦
可是我的周末应该无聊吧..
因为除了上瑜伽，就是当司机
然后就是帮忙看店..
不过我已经开始倒数了~
到底倒数什么呢??
倒数下个周末的来临
因为我的他又要来了..!!
哈哈~
不过这次来比较特别
因为那将会是我们在一起的一周年..
很快对吧?
连我自己都吓到..XD
原来每天开开心心的相处会让时间过得很快..=)

今天，一觉醒来觉得很愉快
因为久违了的阳光终于出现
仿佛告诉我今天将会是美好的一天^^
刚才出去吃午餐的时候就晒了一下太阳
觉得超温暖
可能办公室太冷了
哈哈~
很习惯的
每次超级空闲和无聊的星期四过后
星期五总会有工作来
有时候心里会小埋怨：为什么工作星期四不来? 偏偏在可爱的星期五来呢?? ><
不过埋怨归埋怨
还是要做啦..=D

等下就要去上瑜伽了~
上个礼拜因为身理期所以没去上...
现在兴奋的心情（能去Bali 玩）终于平复了
哈哈~
所以现在的目标就是存钱!!

加油加油~!! ♥

下雨天..

2011-09-21T21:37:00.000-07:00

这几天都是下雨天..
我喜欢这样的天气
细细的雨
凉凉的天气
没有雷声
很舒服
在夜晚更容易入睡..
哈哈~ 爱死这种天气了~

只是雨天总是容易让人忧郁啊...
很多回忆往事总会不停浮现脑海
有伤心的, 有开心的..
只是好希望你们都在身边..
是不是容易在雨天感到寂寞呢??
感觉不到朋友的热情
每天上班，下班，晚餐，上网然后睡觉
每天重复着一样的作息
好乏味无趣..
我的忧愁病又来了..
哈哈~

好了，emo 完了就来分享我的喜悦吧~
昨天我和小诗超够力!!
因为我们想去Bali 很久了
刚好AirAsia 有 promotion
才想要问他要不要去
他就先问我了
当然二话不说答应了
哈哈~
明明是明年十月尾的行程给我们搞到很像下个月十月要去酱..LOL
可能我们真的真得很想去
终于能去了
所以很紧张
超好笑!!
现在确定能去的只有我，小诗和我 babe..
接下来的都是小诗的同事的朋友..
管它的了
不管跟谁
我就是一定要去到!! XD

明年我们还要抓紧AirAsia 的 promotion 去韩国~
那是我的另一个梦想国啊!!
哈哈~
Aza Aza Hwaiting ~!!

Moviee

2011-09-20T19:04:00.000-07:00

On the last weekend, I had watched 2 movies with my babe and family on different day.
On last Saturday me n my babe enjoyed the movie that directed by Namee Wong, 'Nasi Lemak 2.0'.

For us, we enjoyed the movie because the way he presenting the story is funny.
Although there are some rude words are used in the movie, for me it is just present the reality and our culture here..and I know there are extreme comments on this movie, some good some bad.
For those who gave bad comments on the movie is just not dare to face the reality happened in Malaysia..
anyway, I treated it as a relaxing movie for me to laugh when watching =)

Besides this movie, 'Johny English Reborn' is another movie that I watched with my lovely family.

Sorry for me never watched the previous Johny English movie, and I think in this movie it has explained enough about previous part since the story got some linkage with it, so I can understand ^^
Same in this movie, I had laughed no image in cinema and I think you will do the same if you watch it LOL

Recently I have the habit of eating pop corn while watching movie in cinema.
And I think it's absolutely influenced by my babe since everytime he will definitely buy pop corn to enjoy in cinema..haha (p.s. I seldom eat pop corn in cinema before i knew him..)
anyway, maybe it's a nice habit for me because it makes the movie more 'tasty'.. =D

♥ THANKS ALL MY LOVELY BABES ♥

2011-09-14T05:42:00.000-07:00

My lovely babes and Monster Family had their first visit Johor Bahru on last saturday..
they successfully made my weekend awesome and wonderful since we all enjoy the gathering after the graduation ceremony in July..
it has been near 2 months we never met..
appreciate the time hanging out with them and it refreshed our memories again =)

I was celebrated my belated birthday with my lovely friends at Danga Bay on last Saturday night..
at first I knew nothing about that because that was my babe's plan..
he used the excuse to accompany a friend go take the tripod and then meet up with us by hiding behind a post..
it really surprised me since that was the very first time a boy that I love holding a cake..
and it touched me..
all my friends sang birthday song for me and it wet my eyes again..(I think no one knew my eyes were wet LOL)

after that I got my birthday present from him while we all strolling and enjoying the view..
it surprised me again since he gave me a watch that I aimed from last few months..
it was a Casio Baby-G watch..=)

besides the gift, a card specially made by him was given to me..
the card is awesome not only because of he did it, but the design made me feel that he is a girl..LOL
for me, it's impossible for a boy to do it because it seems need a lot of time to design and meticulous!!
I love the card so so much again since it's made by my favorite color, red and black~
thx babe ♥

after strolling and enjoy the view, we departed to next destination--sing k!!
it has been a long time for us never sing k together~
and we had crazily sung until 2:30am..
it was my first time sing k until so late in JB..haha~
anyway nice try for all of us again =)

on sunday, it was the day they all going back..
times passes really fast
and before they all going back
we went to Fufu's house..
sorry for keep silent when I was at her house..
actually I feel sad because had to separate with them again..
I hate the feeling..><
and when they going to depart
suddenly szeping said she had made a card for me
it was a nice and beautiful card just like herself..LOL
of course inside contains the words she wanted to tell and wish me..
it made me touching since some words she never told me before..
thanks alot xiao shi~ ♥

in short, having you all is the best thing for me in my life
I couldn't imagine how if I lost you all or never met you all in my life
it would be a boring life for me..
I appreciate every single moment with you all
you all must remember that, I really love you all so so much~
we must be good sisters, brothers, friends forever~♥

My Love~

2011-09-12T06:52:00.000-07:00

这真的是一张听了会上瘾的专辑
虽然里面的歌大多是非主流
但是田馥甄的歌声很巧妙的诠释这些歌曲
让我觉得应该没有人可以唱出这种feel 吧..
这次还是主打爱的主题
同名歌曲 ‘My Love’ 的歌词很赞
仿佛说完在爱情里受伤过的人的心声..
我最喜欢的 ‘还是要幸福’ 属于疗伤系
一听就爱上
每天一定要听一次
会上瘾
哈哈~
至于其它歌都也有可听性
除了歌名特别
曲风也很特别~
总结，这是一张值得收藏的专辑 =)
掌声鼓励鼓励~

期待总带来失望..

2011-09-06T06:24:00.000-07:00

还想起去年的今天
有人给了我惊喜
同样的一天来临了
但是却让我失望
不要求什么礼物
我要的
你也做不到
只是试探的问
结果你还是真的去了..
是我不会要求
还是什么..
唉..

SICK...

2011-09-05T06:50:00.000-07:00

Today I feel so sick..T.T
i get flu and it makes me had a big headache!!
my eyes keep closing while I was working just now..
damn suffering~ >.<
anyway, at least it's better now..
just hope it will recover tomorrow..
God Bless Me Please~

♥ 11 ♥

2011-09-03T06:52:00.000-07:00

昨天是我和他的第11个月
很快对不对？
连我自己也不敢相信
从陌生到熟悉
从不习惯到不能没有彼此
从不自然到超自然
哈哈~
就这样
我们懵懵懂懂地过了11个月...
其实真的很庆幸当时我愿意尝试
一开始他其实不是我会注意的类型
但是交往越久
才发现能够给你真正的爱的人
才是最重要的
因为我的接受
我现在才能每天过得幸福
虽然有时候会有小不愉快
但是那也算在爱情必上的一课吧
真的觉得每天关心和担心彼此
那是种幸福
也觉得每天都是美好的...=)

初恋这件小事..

2011-08-23T06:02:00.000-07:00

今天看了这部电影
非常感动
有欢笑有泪水
而且也打开了回忆的锁
真的很赞的一部电影~
青涩的爱情非常单纯
友情的重要
简单的故事线巧妙地把它们连在一起
这种纯朴的爱最难忘怀
有多久没有真正看过一部真正的好电影了
不用华丽的阵容
不用什么特效
没有冷场
对我而言，这部戏做到了..

看到女主角小时候
就想到以前的我也是黑黑的..
哈哈~
只是我没有她开朗
敢主动
哈哈~
当然曾经也喜欢过学校的风云人物
所以这部戏非常成功把每个人有过的经历有这种故事呈现
最单纯，最直接的表达才是正中要害..

暗恋每个人必定有过的经历
又有几个人能够得到暗恋的人呢？
那种看着喜欢的他对别的女生亲近
真的很不好受
又一次被电影的表达带领我重回旧时光
没错，我也经历过...

友情的可贵
一起做功课
一起打闹
一起帮忙提出办法只为让男主角对女主角青睐
真正的友谊是彼此帮忙
然而却因为女主角为了爱情忽略了友情，产生了友谊之间的变化
好在又一次感动的破镜重圆
真是可喜..

男主角的不敢表达让女主角伤了多年的心
单纯的为了令男主角注意的女主角在三年内努力改变自己
却被男主角毕业时拒绝
这也是这部戏的高潮之一

经过多年
大家事业有成
兜兜转转
当初不敢表达的男主角终于表白了自己的心
虽然这是预料之中的结局
但是在听到男主角说出的答案
眼泪还是忍不住掉下来
那是幸福的眼泪
就像是这部戏帮我们圆了当年我们无法完成的梦..

初恋可以是小事
但是仔细回味才发现里头包含了不同滋味..
因为我以前太过自卑
所以完全没初恋这回事
哈哈~
倒是暗恋过蛮多人..
我相信感觉差不多吧

总而言之
自己观赏才会体会里头的故事
我表达的只是我的观后感..
这部戏的英文名是 “Crazy little thing called love”

初恋这件小事--赞!!

加油...

2011-08-20T06:39:00.000-07:00

我知道那种感觉不好受
因为我也曾经经历过
所以我懂..
也许都是同样星座
所以大概明白彼此的性格
你我曾经都拒绝过别人
只因为处女座爱挑剔的性格
尤其对情人
所以感觉很重要
有时候要的不来，来的我们不要
就算要的他来了，到最后却不属于我们..
每个人背后总会有一段故事
尤其是对那些平时开朗的人而言
他们背后的故事恐怕更为辛酸
处女座的个性
隐藏不住心情
虽然偶尔会尽量在外在不表现出来
但是还是会找一个管道发泄
部落格一直是我宣泄的方法
你也是..
就当你爱上的是一个心里容得下两个女生的男生
身为姐妹的我们
当然会反对这个男人
我相信你也一样
为他伤透了心
就在你认为一切会开花结果的时候
这朵花在还没盛开时就先枯萎了
问题是明明施了肥，浇了水..
却还是如此
或许只有命中注定能解释吧
又或许你不是它真正的主人吧..
谁不为爱伤心过？
伤心过后还是要坚强
在一切平静自然度过一段时光
说不定对的人就在不远处
=)
加油哦，洪小馥~!! ♥

突然很想你 =)

2011-08-17T06:34:00.000-07:00

最近我好想念你们
真的
我相信你们也一样
因为那晚我们的疯言疯语透露着彼此的心声
好想面对面聊天
好想拥抱大家
非常容易感到寂寞
尤其是在晚上
是什么让我们同时变成这样？
是压力？
还是太想念？
哈哈~
还是单纯的怀念那段时光？
今天下午和MIKO姐姐聊天时
我坦白对她说
我最开心和最喜欢的人生阶段就是在大学
那是我最珍惜也最无法忘怀的美丽回忆
小学和中学的我太过自卑
只因为自己的肤色
所以都不敢主动认识朋友
真正的好朋友也都是三四个
虽然有时候会有班聚
但是我的朋友都在国外
所以就算我去
可能也不知道要和他们说什么吧
这也是离开中学将近4年却没有参加过任何班聚...
真正改变我的人生是在大学
我开始变得开朗
有一点自信
之所以改变我的人是你们
真的觉得很幸运
如果没有你们
我相信现在的我还是一样
过着普普通通的日子吧
感谢你们..
给你们亲一个~~
XD

当然我也很想念另外一个人 ♥
如果你问我
有距离的恋爱好不好？
我会说有好有坏
坏的当然是你不能相见他就见他
还有过马路少了一个人牵你
心情不好没人能咬
伤心时少了他的拥抱

但是
距离对我来说
偶尔能保持新鲜感
甚至保持着热恋的感觉
因为少见的缘故
所以一见面
有时还是会羞涩
哈哈~
也因为距离
会珍惜每个相聚的日子
虽然有时也会因为一些小事不开心
但是我们都尽量避免争执...
这是我觉得难能可贵的地方吧
之所以如此
我们愿意敞开心扉
当下解决我们不爽的事情
所以以后尽量避免重犯...

想说
珍惜当下拥有的
两个人相爱并不容易
不要因为不必要的纷争而成了遗憾... =)

new experience

2011-08-13T05:54:00.000-07:00

today i bring my mum go to 101 hair care center
due to the hair drop problem that faced by my mum
my mum had decided to hv a treatment since she was suffered enough by the problem
and of coz the package is not cheap especially the hair prob faced by her is quite serious
so it will be a 24 times treatments and make them into every saturday..
hair products such as the shampoo, conditioner, tonic and other products are recommended to buy also..
but fortunately i get a free sample of shampoo, conditioner and tonic
and my mum get another 3 free treatments (so total will be 27 treatments in the package)
i can feel tat the products are quite natural and fresh after used it
and i hope my mum can get what her want after 7 months..
=)

发泄

2011-08-12T06:29:00.000-07:00

刚刚听到了一句话
觉得有点伤心...
看来有时候戏比我重要
因为你说sms 给你比较好
我问为什么
你说因为你想看戏relax..
难道跟你说声晚安会浪费很多时间吗
原来我的声音不能让你relax..
有够伤心..
算了吧
就当我久久发泄一下..
至少我很少闹脾气..

yeah~

2011-08-05T07:32:00.000-07:00

i find that i really like yoga very much now!!
there is less chance to get sweated when u're an office lady
so yoga class is really a nice chance for me to sweat alot
n the feeling is so nice!!
although sometimes it might be exhausted since straightly go to the classes after working
but it does make me can have a nice sleep at night =)
it does help me alot because recently i'm having insomnia..
in short, i enjoy every yoga classes i have attended
n i hope it can brighten my life in future and i know it will be..^^

tonight my babe will come n find me
quite worry coz he will reach here very late!!
pray for him =)
cant wait for the outings with him tmr~

thinking..

2011-07-31T07:13:00.000-07:00

my phone seems become more worst after repairing..
haiz...
so i'm thinking to change a new phone..
according to my babe,
he said i'm having an ipod now
no need iphone since their function quite same..
there is a phone i'm paying attention now,that is HTC Sensation..

juz now i went to HTC stall to take a look on the phone
it's quite big and looked ok...
but i'm wondering is it there are some other nice phones can be recommended..

GOOD MOOD!!

2011-07-30T06:35:00.000-07:00

today i spent my 2 hours on yoga also =)
it's quite hard for me since my bone so hard and sometimes really difficult to done some action..
LOL
anyway,it's a nice try for me since i can feel many parts of my body did used during the yoga class..^^

my phone is finally alive!!
haha~
and it helps me decline the problem of buying a new phone since i plan to buy a new one at the end of the year..haha

Monday will be holiday for me and it means also i can rest one more day =)
hehe..

my babe said maybe he will come n find me on the coming fri..
hope it can be realized..LOL

today..

2011-07-29T06:56:00.000-07:00

today is my first day enter into the yoga class..
the classes i attended were yoga slimming and yoga meridian..
of course, yoga slimming is more powerful since it helps to slimmer our body..
yoga meridian is quite peace and it helps to strengthen body as well as calm our mind..
anyway,quite enjoy the classes and the time passes quite fast also..=)
tomorrow will be another 2 yoga classes
they are yoga hatha and yoga restorative flow..
i will share again my feeling after the classes at here..
and i wish yoga can really make my body healthier and slimmer..
haha~

on the other hand,
my phone was dead with unexpectedly..
so bad!!
it's a wrong timing for me since i'm still not yet get ready to buy a new phone..
haiz..
it spoiled my mood today!!

FINALLY!!

2011-07-26T06:48:00.000-07:00

our graduation was finally held on last sat =)
i was so happy to meet all my frens again after 2 months no meet up
the feeling was hard to describe at last actually..
coz happy time passes very fast everytime..
3 days 2 nights to play wid them juz feel like not enuf..
but it's ok since we are planning for next trip =)
n i also introduce all my frens to my mum by showing the photos to her
hope she can let me go back meet wid them after she knows them..XD

and especially i quite surprise when seeing xiao roy sent us the flowers..
really very touching n wish to hug him!!
LOL
tis ceremony makes me understand wat real friendship is...
i can feel our friendship love was in the air while we all playing around thr =)
i'm always waiting for the chance to meet wid them again...

juz wan to say
proud to be one of the Monster Family and Beast!!
i love u all ♥

i love tis funny photo oso~
although it looked weird but it made my day!! XD
sorry pang jia kee.. XD

别再搞砸了..

2011-07-20T05:37:00.000-07:00

有些事情原本不会变样
是人把它变样的..
人心真的是可怕..
尤其是只顾着自己的感受而忽略了它带来的可怕结果
我想我遇到了
我就是眼睁睁看着它因为我的过错而变质
可以弥补吗？
来得及吗？
原来我是凶手
是我亲手扼杀了它..

学会放下..

2011-07-19T05:34:00.000-07:00

最近
我开始领悟
人，不要太爱妒忌
我承认我非常爱妒忌
所以这是我最大的缺点
开始觉得
人生短暂
如果总是把时间浪费在无谓的小事上
失去的比得到的更多
这也就是我所领悟到的道理
珍惜所拥有的
放下成见
我正在学习...
我之所以打算学瑜伽
也正是因为经过我所研究的发现
它对心灵的建设有帮助..
我想向之前我对你们发过脾气的人说声对不起..
我一定会改的=)

Waiting~

2011-07-16T07:07:00.000-07:00

Finally today i done my decision on the new target of my life
i will start to attend Yoga class on next next week..
actually it's not only Yoga class, but also Fitness class..
the package i'm taking includes both classes and it satisfies my target of slimming..XD
really can't wait to join the classes since i'm really serious and interested with these classes..
sometimes i really wish to do something other than working..
it's boring life for me if there is only working
it makes me feel like wasting of my life..
that's why i start to find something great for life..=)
i will update more experiences and feeling about the classes soon..
wait ya~ haha!!

寂寞寂寞就好

2011-07-09T18:39:00.000-07:00

突然觉得这首歌很适合现在的我
“这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱..”
有些东西其实根本无法埋怨
事实就是事实
只怪自己看不开
是我不够成熟
情绪管理等级超低
有时候真的很想去不看，不听，不问甚至不知道...

ps: 别问我什么事或是安慰之类的..
就让我寂寞寂寞就好..
很快就会好的 ^^

2nd meeting ♥

2011-06-21T05:34:00.000-07:00

it will be the 2nd meeting between me and him on the coming friday ♥
and of course i can't wait to see him as soon as possible..lol
but the meeting with all of my friends in INTI on the convo of 23/7 makes me excited as well~
really hard to meet with them after leave INTI..
the distance is the main problem...
so i really hope there will be a trip for all of us in year end..haha~
actually the main reason for me wishing to have a trip is the busy working life
it makes me wanna have a rest and relax...

exhausted..!!

2011-06-09T05:45:00.000-07:00

today is the 1st day i learn to do report..
actually it's not so difficult but nid time to edit it..
there are 4 companies' files are still on my table..
really busy..
but i quite like the feeling of busy since it makes the time passes faster..!!
lol
so fast tmr is friday again...
on the same day of last week i was very excited to wait my babe visit JB..
haha~
my bro n sis had a great time wid him
they miss him sometimes oso..XD
guess we will meet again on 23/7
n meet my lovely frens on the same day..
really miss them alot
my great memories of inti still here and it does always remind how i enjoy the fun we had..
=)
gud luck everyone ♥

开始想念...

2011-06-05T07:15:00.000-07:00

我的周末好久没有那么精彩了
那是因为我的他来找我
陪我过了开心的周末
真的很感动
当我在车站看到他的那一刻
虽然才三个星期不见
对我来说好像好几个月没见了
昨天和他去看了' X-Men'
好久没和他看戏了
感觉很好
^^
还有我们去吃了我最爱的 ‘Seoul Garden’
超满足的 =)
但是欢乐的时光过得总是特别快
今天他回去了
许久未见的失落感再次找上我
好想一直陪在他身边...真的...
这个周末虽然没有什么休息到
因为驾车载着他到处走走逛逛吃吃
但是我不觉得累
反而很想一直这样陪他走下去..
看来下次的再见应该是七月的毕业典礼吧
希望时间过得快一些...
开始想念...他...
我想他..

I HATE PIMPLES!!!

2011-06-02T06:42:00.000-07:00

my pimples popping out actively recently
i tink is becoz i start working
stress and busy bring trouble to my skin
so bad!!

my first time..

2011-05-31T06:53:00.000-07:00

this is the very first time i get my salary in my life..
haha
the mood is so so good~
although it is the salary for 6 working days in this month only
but the feeling is so nice..=)
maybe is becos this is the first time i get money with putting effort on it..^^
and i trust that it will be my motivation on my job...LOL

can't wait..

2011-05-30T03:33:00.000-07:00

finally he plans to find me on this coming friday night...
but hope he can get the bus ticket to come here since saturday will be the public holiday
this plan makes me feel excited all the time and always in good mood..LOL
my dad stays the cool mode while my mum is showing a very welcome mood to him
this makes me feel funny because first time see my mum doing like this
she still helps me tell my dad and ask me don't bother my dad...XD
but at last my dad got tell me which hotel of my place nice to stay and allow me go out wid him on whole saturday..
this makes me feel happy and decrease my worry..haha~
anyway,can't wait to reach friday and wish there is ticket to let him come over here..LOL

finally..

2011-05-26T05:34:00.000-07:00

finally the company i handle for 3 days end soon..
and i really thanks to the girl who guide me to do the account
but another sad thing to me is she will leave the company soon..
really wish me can handle everything once she leave
god bless me..

i forced to on-leave on monday since i not yet register my EPF..
and it means i will lost one day salary because i'm still in trial of employee
haiz..
i found that i really become sensitive to the money now..
before i would never think about the price of the foods i ate
and now i start to select the foods that cost cheaper..=.=''
really different from before..lol
tmr is friday~
saturday faster come!!
why only worked for 4 days made me feel like worked for many weeks already..?? ><
is it learn too many things and absorb too many new knowledge..??
really wish my brain can back to 13 or 14 yrs old..lol
anyway,hwaiting to me ♥

BUSY LIFE

2011-05-25T05:41:00.000-07:00

to me now,everyday is busy
since i wake up early and sleep early everyday
the time i spending on working is more than i staying at home..
and i'm now waiting for weekend everyday..XD
juz wish can rest since busy everyday..lol

TODAY

2011-05-24T06:12:00.000-07:00

today is my 2nd day of working..
it was better than yesterday since everything move smoothly
but there is another challenge waiting for me since my senior gave me a project that she did it before and asked me try to do it..
hope i can handle it tomorrow
hwaiting =)

dun know why
maybe is because of new environment
i start to become the person who same with secondary school
not dare to talk and keep silent always...
the only way i can release myself is in front of Monster Family..

finally i reach home at 6:40pm just now..
it means i better leave office at 5:40pm...
lol
i must learn to smile everyday
and i hope it can bring me luck everyday..^^
♥

hate+stress...!!!

2011-05-23T05:22:00.001-07:00

today is my first day of working...
have many feelings here...
i hate traffic jam for the journey going to work and going back from work...
a 20 minutes journey become 1 hours...
really pek cek!!
it is all because of the road reconstructions!!
hate it alot!!
it makes me have to reach home near 8pm.. T.T

besides,my stress comes and finds me on the very first day..
it is because the company i'm working now is singapore tax service and audit company,
but i'm work as an account executive so i have to collect the information from clients and prepare the financial statements and journals via singapore accounting software..
it confuses me alot..!!
there are many singapore companies' financial information need to be handled and the understanding on the information provided is very important
besides, the companies who are under GST policy have different treatment..
this makes me feel very very stress since it really totally different from the knowledge gained from university..
the real life experience is really 'amazing' so i have to 'deserve' it... T.T
actually dun know whether my choice is correct or not
start to work in a challenging company
but fortunately my colleagues are quite nice and kind
hope they won't feel troublesome when i asking for their help..><

i just want to say,
GOD BLESS ME PLEASE
wish i can work smoothly and alright always..

nervous..

2011-05-21T18:54:00.000-07:00

i start to feel nervous because of tomorrow
it will be my first day of working
i think i will take bus to the working place since i dun know the parking fee for whole working hours is how much..
i really hope that i can find friends on the first day
it will be another stage of my life..
there are different kinds of people and different levels of age
so it also means different personality i will meet in working place
wish i can work with happy and enjoy it
hwaiting to myself =)

HAPPY~♥

2011-05-21T06:35:00.000-07:00

today is another turning point of my mood
i become happier because i just change back my hairstyle to straight hair
my lovely straight hair is finally back~~!!!
damn happy while i saw the result come out from the hairstylist
it was only 4 months for me that i had a curly hair but i had been facing lots of problem from taking care of it...><
for me 4 months is quite suffer since i really beh tahan on it..!! LOL
curly hair is really hard to care since it became very dry and very 'loose' (松散)
besides, my hair easy to get knot..
and it made my hair easy to drop compare with straight hair!!
the main reason i feel very happy is because my straight hair makes me looked younger...!! XD
finally i can comb my hair since it has a rule that avoid to comb the hair while it was curl...=.=''
'change hairstyle can also change mood' has made sense since i'm the example...!!
i have a very good mood now with this straight hair and i love it so so much~~
muacksss~~!!

it's friday...

2011-05-20T00:34:00.000-07:00

it's friday again
but this friday makes me remember about last friday..
i spent my last friday at genting highland with all my lovely friends and sisters as well as my babe ♥
this friday reminds me also i had passed last few days with sad mood
i admit that i had cried for four days and yesterday was the first day i never cried...
i really shouldn't become so sad
as my babe said,'we all still in one planet'
lol
actually this is a funny sentence when come out from his mouth
but it really makes sense
ya,we not only in one planet
we still in one land,Malaysia
so i should feel happy =)
and i promise him i won't cry again...
but i have an only hope is, he can find a job here and i pray for him everyday also..
all the best babe ♥
i wish u luck and for those my friends who from indonesia (winni and andrie) can find job in Malaysia successfully...
hwaiting ~~

平淡 & 无趣

2011-05-18T23:44:00.000-07:00

这个星期的生活太平淡了
平淡到我都不知道过了几天
整天重复一样的事情
我应该这个星期就开始工作的
这样我就不会想太多
也不会太悲伤
难怪有些歌曲会唱到用忙碌来忘记悲伤
看来我将会理解那样的心情
其实我真的很希望他能在这里找到工作
我不想因为国籍问题变成我们的问题
虽然我知道又是我想太多

最近每个下午都下雨
都让我想起以前我很喜欢的一首歌
听了又很悲的歌
我家人说我话变少了
笑容少了
可是我就是不想讲，不想笑
我也拿自己没办法
只有在听到他的声音我才有办法释放最真的自己
我感觉到我变了
不像以前的我
是不习惯少了他的陪伴
还是我不敢面对现实
我承认我太懦弱了
禁不起考验
我到底会行尸走肉到几时呢?
唉..
加油吧..
我对自己说...

Never know...

2011-05-18T02:46:00.000-07:00

I never know that I could love you that much..
when you were beside me and the time we always stick together
I couldn't know I will sad like this...
I thought I prefer friends than you when i was at campus
but after I come back here
I think you are important to me the most since the main thing that can make my tears everyday is you...
distance makes me cannot hug and touch you..
and it suffers me alot...
everynight I miss your hug and everytime when I hear your voice thru the phone...
it warms me and comfort me alot..
but it makes me cry also
because I cannot see your face and feel you...
you're really important to me you know?
everything becomes mess without you...
I can laugh loudly because of some funny things but then suddenly turn to cry...
I become silent at home and moody always...
I keep on planning when I can go and find you or you come and find me...
I enjoy the shower time because it is the only time belong to me and my family wouldn't find me cry inside...
really hard to do everything without you...
every day and night I keep thinking of you...
thinking of what you doing there...
but very happy that we had our first webcam since I come back here...
finally I can see your smile and see your expression...
but I still cannot touch you...><
anyway,it does make my great night...^^
I know you are facing problem in finding job...
but I will always pray for you =)
hwaiting babe ♥
let's hwaiting for our future..
don't let distance become our problem and i trust you always...
the only thing that I can't control myself is missing you...
I just wanna say
'babe,I love you...♥'

失望...

2011-05-16T23:47:00.000-07:00

今天早上本来打算明天回一趟nilai
所以我就问了我妈妈
她说可以
但是爸爸不让我去..
真的很伤心..!!
我马上跑到厕所哭..
唉...
我知道才回到这里还没几天
我就已经顶不住了..
我是不是很没用...??

今天..

2011-05-16T04:32:00.000-07:00

今天我终于找到工作了
可是我完全没有准备
只有因为我没那种心情
还正在处于那种伤心的状态
所以当我得到工作时
也没有任何心情起伏

我很想他...
我很想你们...
我现在真的很想大喊
我怕会闷出病来
刚刚听到电台播的歌曲
首首充满回忆
当我听到王菲的‘我愿意’和陶喆的‘爱很简单’时，
眼泪马上掉下
真的很想他...
好像抱他...
真的...
思念是一种很玄的东西

每次听到他从电话传出来的声音
让我很激动
又必须掩饰我的情绪
眼睛充满泪水跟他通话
只怕让他听到我哭...
好难受...
这种相见却不能见的感觉真的最痛..!!

Babe,我真的很想你..
我会尽量过得开心一点...
只要有机会
我会马上去找你..
你也要加油哦..
♥

脆弱..

2011-05-15T08:09:00.000-07:00

今天我真正离开学校
也暂时和他展开远距离恋情
这种同时和朋友，爱人一起分开的感觉很难承受
我的心痛了一整天
空荡荡了一整天
我从来没有过这种感觉
很无助
看回我们的照片
百感交集的泪水不断滑落
在家人面前
我不敢哭
我想，就算我哭了
他们也应该不明白我的感受吧
所以只能在夜晚和洗澡的时候哭

在刚才和他道别时
心里还没那么难受
但是真正到家
发现3个小时车程的距离还是让我禁不住泪水
我可能有一段时间不能得到他的拥抱
有一段时间我看不到他的笑容
有一段时间我摸不到他的温度...
真的很没有安全感
我不知道我能不能度过这段艰难的时期...

一到家
我才发现我第一次不愿意回家
一边整理我的东西
一边强忍泪水
真的很痛苦
我怀念大家一起欢乐的日子
我怀念我和他一起的日子
我怀念他喜欢硬抱着我不放的感觉
我怀念他的冷笑话
我怀念很多很多...
但现在我不能真正拥有...
很空虚...

14 ♥ 5 ♥ 2011

2011-05-14T08:25:00.000-07:00

今天对我来说是百感交集的一天
很多很多回忆不断涌现
让我不知所措
不舍得就这么结束
不甘愿时间过得如此快
让我觉得我在这里的日子就像一场美梦
有喜怒哀乐
这不就是人生吗??

在这里遇到的人事物
拥有不同的回忆
虽然我们有过矛盾，误会和不理解
但是想了想
与其花时间在无谓的事情上
不如珍惜每一天
就像我开始后悔不久前自己闹得别扭
现在觉得自己太傻了

今天我们从云顶回来
大多数朋友已经回家
下午和朋友们一一道别
在巴士上
根本没心情睡
只是不断怀疑时间为什么过得那么快
转眼三天就像一天那样迅速消失

刚才洗完澡后
看到小诗已经收拾完毕即将离开
我只是匆匆忙忙的对她挥了挥手
然后迅速把门关上
我就知道我的眼泪会不受控制
仿佛准确的倒数
在门关上的刹那
眼泪直接流下

我最讨厌离别
讨厌在快乐过后的失落感
那种感觉像是慢性折磨
突然的空虚感让人承受不了
好像梦醒过后才发现刚刚发生的只是美梦一场
曾经一起吃午晚餐
曾经一边洗澡，一边聊天
曾经一起疯狂吃
好多好多的曾经
都只是曾经了
我相信未来很少机率能像曾经那样玩了...

感谢我的大学生涯有你们
不然我将不会知道真正的疯狂叫什么
朋友，姐妹们
加油了
等着你们在事业上的成就
两个月后我们就能在毕业典礼上再次见面了
那将会是我的动力 =)

♥HAPPY TRAVELLING ♥

2011-05-11T18:20:00.000-07:00

yesterday we started our 1st trip at Sunway Lagoon..
that was the very first time we play at there together~
many memories have been created and i think they are hard to forget...=)
we had very wonderful experiences with all games (actually there is a game that i not dare to play...that was so crazy game,but i really 'pei fu' my friends who brave to play that game!!)
after those fun,we girls had our dinner with our classmates--mama,Jasin,Evon,Xiao Ming and Ling Xia ^^
yesterday was a great day for all of us although our legs near broken.. =.=''
anyway,there is another trip is waiting for us..

today we will go Genting Highland =)
this is the 3rd times go there in my Uni life...
but i'm sure that it will be another story n memories can be created ^^
that is a '3 days 2 nights' trip for all of us before we all going back our hometown...
hope we all can enjoy it
♥

RELAX

2011-05-09T03:08:00.000-07:00

今天我终于完成了最后一张试卷
现在的我突然觉得很空虚
因为好像即将离开学校
离开好朋友们
唉．．．

过两天就要和朋友毕业旅行了
希望我的emo feel 不要再来找我了
在那几天
我要体验的是友谊
我不喜欢因为拍拖
然后就把我们憋在一旁
我也想像之前那样玩
希望你们可以体谅我

这几天真的是够了
哭也哭够了
每天哭
真的怕眼睛会掉下来
希望今晚开始
我的生命再次充满笑容和热情
既然讲开了
我希望迎来的是更坚固更美满的友情
你们要知道
我在乎友情胜于爱情．．．

♥

我太笨..

2011-05-08T14:56:00.000-07:00

这是第几次我又为了同一件事哭呢...
一次又一次
我还以为我应付得来
可以麻痹了
可是我还是太脆弱了
我之所以伤心是因为在乎
可是不说你却不懂
说了怕你内疚
可是最后我还是说了
为什么我有那种要你可怜我的感觉呢
是我的妒忌心太强吗
我也不知道
还是这是三人行必经的过程
总有两个是比较好的
另一个就自求多福
我也受够了那么没用的自己
我，就是脆弱
我，就是爱哭
我，就是在乎..

想太多

2011-04-27T09:56:00.000-07:00

有时候真的很讨厌自己
不会管理自己的情绪
而且每次乱乱想
妒忌真的会让人冲昏头脑
我明白一切都是无谓的胡思乱想...
真的好抱歉...
我的心胸太狭窄
只是偶尔觉得融入不进...

复杂

2011-04-23T07:15:00.000-07:00

最近的心情只有这两个字可以形容
有开心，有伤心，有压力，有疲惫...
第一次感受到找工作的困难
也明白石沉大海的道理
当然有时候心里很不是滋味
但是也没有办法
因为本身条件也不是很好
所以还是只有靠运气了
有时候真的觉得付出从来不等于收回...

再加上
有一个我现在想也不敢想的东西
一切真的希望它顺其自然...
我真的很珍惜这段..

당신을 사랑합니다 ♥

FINALLY

2011-04-21T19:05:00.000-07:00

finally i got my 1st Apple product in my life yesterday
i bought a iPod Touch 4th generation at midvalley
i had targeted on it since last year...
but no money n no excuse to let me buy it
on Wed,i lost my MP3 unfortunately..
tat's why i plan to buy an iPod
it was so surprise and happy when my dad allow me to buy while i was asking him thru the phone..
and with the accompany of szeping n winni
we had a movie n i bought the iPod Touch =)
it is a really good entertainment product for me now

I LOVE IT SO MUCH ♥

^^

2011-04-09T06:58:00.000-07:00

juz now my family had a nice webcam wid my bro who studying at AUS now...
it has been 2 months we never seen him and my mum said he thin ady although i cant find whr he thin...XD
but if i were him,i think i will sure cry because whole family were talking wid him and care about him...^^
maybe he is boy,so will cry after webcam ba..LOL

n i miss Monster's family webcam last night..T.T
so sad without me...
anyway,i believe that we can meet soon...
hope both fufu n jiakee can join our graduation trip
n go back to pangkor,the place we become sisters...^^

Love ya~ ♥

我是爱哭鬼..

2011-04-06T09:00:00.000-07:00

你对我说的每句话
我都很在乎
可能有时候我很任性
所以你说了一些话
让我听了觉得好像你做的事是我逼你做的..
我不会掩饰情绪
你很容易就猜穿我是真的开心还是假的开心
所以现在很多时候
就算忍我也要在你面前强颜欢笑
我不想变成那种让男生讨厌的爱哭和小气的女生...
虽然我知道对你来说
有些事是我想太多
或许吧..

♥

2011-03-25T01:35:00.000-07:00

好久没写blog 了...
最近时间过得真的很快
距离踏入社会是近在眼前的事实
现在珍惜的是在这里和朋友一起渡过的回忆
以后还会有机会常见吗?
距离和工作将会是最大问题
希望友情还在

最近常听这首歌
可能里面有着我们的心情吧=)

别过眼前才知道泪会流
要走向前才明白
舍不得所以回头
放了手看懂了
离愁才是抓紧的手
转过身后才知道心会痛
要狠下心才明白
走一步有多遥远
放了心看懂了
不放的是一些曾经

给我答应我们会再见
让我们天涯海角始终不变
承诺藏在心里面什么距离都不算远
给我信心我们会再见
陷在思念边缘也会想念
可以回头再见就算一切改变我们会再见

习惯离别习惯说着再见
然后又相隔了多少年
有没有再见是不是真的有关缘

给我答应我们会再见
让我们天涯海角始终不变
承诺藏在心里面什么距离都不算远
给我信心我们会再见
陷在思念边缘也会想念
可以回头再见就算一切改变我们会再见

就算一切改变我们会再见

猜不透

2011-02-09T21:46:00.000-08:00

丁当 - 猜不透
作词：黄婷 / 作曲：林迈可 / 编曲：林迈可 

猜不透  
 你最近时好时坏的沈默  
 我也不想去追问太多  
 让试探为彼此的心 上了锁  
  
猜不透  
 相处会比分开还寂寞  
 两个人都只是得过且过  
 无法感受每次触摸 是真的 是热的  
 
 如果忽远忽近的洒脱  
 是你要的自由  
 那我宁愿回到一个人生活 
  
 如果忽冷忽热的温柔  
 是你的藉口  
 那我宁愿对你从没认真过  
 
 到底这感觉谁对谁错  
 我已不想追究  
 越是在乎的人越是猜不透

Happy 4th monthsary & Happy CNY~~

2011-02-02T00:12:00.000-08:00

today is a special day for me again..=)
our 4th monthsary and also CNY eve...
long time no steamboat with my lovely family already...
hehe..
but raining days still stick with us...
it seems like not willing to run away..
so bad...

wish everyone can enjoy ur CNY~
no matter you are celebrate with your family or not
it still can be a great day..^^
just enjoy it and relax...
must be happy always and stay healthy forever ya~~

♥ hometown ♥

2011-01-29T05:54:00.000-08:00

finally i reach home today to celebrate the coming CNY~
for me,
CNY = EAT = FAT
haha~
anyway
long time no steamboat with my lovely family and i tink i will enjoy it alot on the coming Wednesday..^^
but it is too bad because the holiday is too short for us T.T
i need to go back on Sunday and maybe i will miss "捞鱼生" this year..
really bad.. ><

although the CNY is coming soon
but i still need start my assignment..
i hope i can finish it tomorrow..
hwaiting to myself and my friends who face this assignment also..
haha~
let's finish it before CNY and we can celebrate it with relax mood..XD

NEW

2011-01-05T16:50:00.000-08:00

finally i change my hairstyle on Tuesday...=)
this time i have a curly hair
lol
with my favorite red color
but sometimes it looked like orange color
anyway
i still like very much^^

i cannot upload the latest photo because someone needs surprise
ask me dun upload it first...
lol

new year with new hairstyle
new hairstyle bring new mood
hope everything can be alright in 2011
haha~

3rd monthsary...♥

2011-01-02T05:50:00.000-08:00

today is our 3rd monthsary
but we never met in this month...
haha~
anyway,
both of us still enjoy the day although we are separated in two places...
=)

finally i bought some new clothes just now^^
due to the trend of korea fashion
my clothes that i bought just now are quite near the style of korea...
haha~

actually i still not sure which day i will go back campus
i need to wait my roommate's reply
really cant wait to go back thr
and this year will be our last year in campus study together...
i will appreciate the moments we play and fun together...^^
i know all of us will meet soon
but still want to say that
I MISS YOU ALL VERY MUCH~~

HAPPY NEW YEAR~

2011-01-01T00:40:00.000-08:00

today is a special day with a special date
1-1-11..
it is the beginning of a new year and i hope that there will be many good things may happen in this year ^^
besides, it also means that new semester will be started soon.. =)
it's a great thing for me since i can't wait to go back there..lol

anyway,
i wish my life in this year can be better and more surprises...haha
then, i wish also my family and friends can stay happy always =)
girls become prettier,boys become more handsome!!!
LOL

^^

2010-12-27T17:54:00.000-08:00

finally i got my family photo last friday
and we all quite satisfy about the skill of photographer...
but i feel that my face looked so round >.<

wow~~
time pass really fast
next week will go back campus and meet my lovely frens~
and of course someone... <3

just now i made sushi as my family breakfast =)
long time no made it
haha~

冬至快乐 =)

2010-12-22T00:07:00.000-08:00

今天是冬至
当然一定要吃我非常喜欢的汤圆啦~
今天早上和小弟，小妹一起搓汤圆
搓出来的有大有小
看起来很好看
哈哈~
不过每次吃一次汤圆
妈妈就会说大一岁了
小时候非常喜欢
甚至还数自己总共吃了多少汤圆
现在就不会了
因为
有一点怕面对现实
哈哈~

很快的
后天就是圣诞节了
每次都很喜欢年尾
因为总会有很多节日
再来就是新的一年了
感觉时间过得真的非常快
2010 即将结束
其实还蛮希望2011 快点到来
因为那就表示
很快我又可以看到我亲爱的朋友们了
^^

强颜欢笑...

2010-12-16T06:58:00.000-08:00

这几天过得很奇怪
白天很开心
但是到了夜深人静
就会变得很down
为什么会这样啊?

不喜欢这样的自己...><

-

2010-12-13T05:37:00.000-08:00

these few days, i'm quite busy to help my bro settle his things about his further studies in Australia next year..
finally he choose to study at UNSW...
but only thing he not yet done is Visa,and it is also the most important thing...
the date he plan to fly will be 18th of Feb,2011
and my dad told us yesterday, we need to take a family photo soon
LOL
we never try it and i know my dad wish to have a great family photo before my bro go oversea...

today also a busy day
there are so many customers and order in my dad's shop
but i enjoy to get busy
because it makes me feel that time pass faster...XD

delicious~

2010-12-11T06:20:00.000-08:00

long time no eat my mum's chicken rice
and it's taste still like before
delicious~
besides chicken rice
my mum prepare also dessert--白果糖水
that is my favorite dessert =)

tomorrow will be another Sunday~
can't wait to exercise with my lovely family tomorrow ^^

Friday..

2010-12-10T06:42:00.000-08:00

i ate MCD with my family this afternoon
the 2nd time i fetch them go there and had our lunch..
i like the moment..^^

but both of my naughty sisters bullied me today..
youngest one push my chair while i was sitting and i fall on the floor...><
i know they were playing with me so i cannot angry with them also..
haiz~
i'm really a pity da jie at home...lol

just now chatted with him thru FB...
really happy to chat with him...
after that i received a call from him..
haha~

anyway it's a nice friday for me again..
hope everything can be smooth in the following days..
wish u all can have great days also =)

"To love is to live with a special sense of meaning, to cherish all that is there.
To hold, or be held with that special feeling, to know that they will always care"

regret!!!

2010-12-09T06:13:00.000-08:00

haiz...
i ate too much just now!!
curry chicken >.<
is it my stomach become smaller??
because i feel unfeeling well after eating that much...
i won't easy to full before leh..
lol

my mood today is better^^
thx xiao shi chatting wid me last night
and thx babe oso..^^
can't wait to see all of you~
i love u all ♥

"So many ways to say 'i love you', but not enough words in the world to say how much.."

suck...

2010-12-08T05:57:00.000-08:00

my mood is so down today due to some reasons...
i really wish to go back campus and see all of my friends...
at least the place makes me feel happy and relax...
>.<
anyway,i know everything will be better tomorrow...
i just know i need a big big hug~
but i think i can only imagine it..

"Girl looks into boy's eyes and sees an angel, for she smiles and realizes she has fallen in love."

感触...

2010-12-07T06:23:00.000-08:00

刚刚看了几个好姐妹的blog
有不同的感触
这个时候
突然好想回到从前
一起围坐着聊天的感觉

认识我的人应该都知道
友情在我生命里占了比例很重的角色
我无法想象没有朋友
我的生活会变得怎样

可是我的朋友并不是非常多的那种
因为对我而言
真正的友谊
是互相了解
不用言语
有时候一个眼神就能够知道彼此在想些

我现在有这种感触是因为
昨晚梦到了和monster family 一起去旅行
哈哈~
无论是foundation,LG,Rock 'n Roll 还是 monster family..
每个都承载着不同的意义
有些相处一年多接近两年
有些则将近3年了
真的好快
时光飞逝
突然不想那么快长大
很快的我们即将个分东西
将为事业拼搏
为金钱烦恼
现在承诺过将来的相聚是否能实现...
当你觉得生命正处精彩阶段时
真的会开始担心很多事情
时间过得更快

感谢一直陪在我身边的朋友们
因为你们
我明白了生命的真正意义
人，就是要活得自在
过自己想过的生活
做自己想做的事
才能体会生命真正的意义
疯狂过后
才明白没白活
我无法忘记我们做过了多少疯狂事迹
写过多少美丽的回忆

缘分不会停
我们的故事也会一直继续
是吧...

♥ is in the air~

2010-12-06T05:37:00.000-08:00

i called him in the early morning...
there is no reason for me to call him
i just wan to hear his voice
and we had a nice chat...^^

and finally we could chat through FB at noon...
nice chat again..^^

my arm and leg are so pain today...
all because of the sports yesterday...
but i hope it does help me in my diet plan...
lol

it will be a good night for me again...
good night everyone...

wish him luck tomorrow...^^

"Love is falling asleep dreaming of the one that makes you smile. Love is waking up smiling about the one you dream of."

I ♥ family day

2010-12-05T06:35:00.000-08:00

my dad brought us for a movie just now
"The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader 3D" is the movie we watched..

in my opinion,it's a quite boring movie...
i almost fall asleep in some parts...
**for me only la...XD

after movie,
it's time for us to exercise..
i like every Sunday because i can sweat a lot and have fun with my siblings and parents...^^
that's great moment for me...=)
i had done many sports just now
jogging,badminton and cycling...
haha~
really exhausted but i like it~

just now there were some photos uploaded by my frens...
haha~
couple shooting photos...
i like them very much^^
thx my frens..^^
great day for me
hope u all can same with me...=)

"You know its love when he sees you, not what everyone else sees. When he can say you are beautiful even on your worst day."

surprise call...XD

2010-12-04T06:40:00.000-08:00

i gave him a surprise call in this morning...
but unfortunately he is the one who be charged on the credits...
>.<'' so sad we can only talk for less than 4 minutes... T.T i thought i will be the one who be charged since i was the person who called him... anyway,i felt damn happy when i hear his voice... it made my day =) i like the weather recently a bit cold but comfortable... it is better than hot weather because i hate the feeling of sweating...XD
start from yesterday my mum prepares us with 'fermented drink'...
she said it is good for health and i can feel it functions in a great way..^^
its taste quite similar with red wine...
and it makes me feel interesting with it, i also very enjoy while i was drinking it... LOL
tomorrow is Sunday
it also means that i can do exercise and shopping with my lovely family
hope it won't rain tomorrow...><

it's time for me to sleep...
good night all =)
wish u all sweet dream...

"Your eyes, your smile, your everything, your laugh, your look in your eyes when you talk to me. It’s just everything about you that makes me want you even more"

weak...

2010-12-03T06:39:00.000-08:00

i always don't know what is the reason for me to become weaker when i at home rather than at INTI...
today i get flu again...T.T
maybe is because of the weather these few days...
so unstable...
sometimes hot sometimes rain with unexpectedly...

i had started my diet plan since yesterday..
but some of my friends do not think that i can do it...
i know it's hard for me because i really easy to get hungry sometimes...
LOL
but i have already controlled myself do not eat too much...
i mean except 3 main meals in a day...haha~
and i'm now be friend with fruits!!
haha~
they are the foods that i absorb once i get hungry...
better than other foods i think...^^

other than the diet mode is on
my another plan is my hairstyle..
i wish to have some changes on my hair since it is always straight..
so, i had searched some information about hairstyle in afternoon
i have an idea to curl my hair
but it seems like hard to manage...
and i scare i cant control myself to comb it...
i like to comb my hair~~~!!
LOL
but never mind,i still have a month let me consider about it...
maybe i will ask some opinion from the hairstylist later...^^

"Sometimes all I need is a loving hand to hold and a caring heart to understand"

...

2010-12-02T05:44:00.000-08:00

today is a rainy day...
i don't hate it for no reason...
i had said before
i start to like rainy day...^^

i read his blog just now
it made me so touching and happy when i was reading it...
or maybe it was a blog specially created for me...
i read it repeatedly for 3 times...
actually just something about his daily routine
but i enjoyed while my eyes read through the words...
i cannot stop myself to imagine what and how he did them...
LOL

i received his message from Indonesia last night before i slept..
but it's really expensive since it cost RM 2 per message...
=.=''
it will be a good night for me to sleep...
the weather is so nice because it rained just now..
i hope i can have a sweet dream later..
dream of you ♥

"Love is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it all over."

Random...

2010-12-01T05:53:00.000-08:00

today is the day he go back his hometown
i guess he reached there about 6 something...
we had a phone call before he boarding...
just wanna to say that
my mood suddenly down after we finished talking...
it's a feeling that i never felt it before
and i know i hate that feeling
but he said one month is kinda fast...
ya...
i know...
and because of this reason
my mood turn to normal...^^

my diet mode is on
LOL
this is my only target during this sem break
and i hope it can be success!!
buck up to myself~~

yesterday
my sister told me her friends asked her about me n my boyfriend is 'cradle snatcher' (姐弟恋)
because they said he looked younger than me...
at the same day
my uncle asked me the same thing
n asked with suspiciously:"he really elder than you one year??"
haiz~
what a sad question for me!!
T.T
am i really looked elder than him??
>.<''
i told him but he just said
never mind
he elder than me one year exactly in fact...
i know he tried to comfort me...
lol
anyway,thanks... <3

"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over."

♥ 2010-11-30 ♥

2010-11-30T05:32:00.001-08:00

it's a suffering Tuesday for me
because i had a headache after i woke up and it's killing me...>.<''
and i vomit 3 times n diarrhea in the morning...
really suffer!!!
fortunately it recovered in evening...
thanks God!!

tomorrow will be the day he going back to his hometown...
and i think i will miss him more since he cannot always online at his hometown...
but never mind
because he promised me to update me everything in his blog within this one month..^^

"Before I met you I never knew what it was like; to look at someone and smile for no reason."

♥

2010-11-29T07:17:00.000-08:00

today is the first time we separate for one month..
it's sound not too long but also not too short...
i hope time and distance will not be the problem for us...
and i trust we can handle it..^^

last Saturday was our 2nd month being together
it was a happy dating again although we hang out with many friends...haha~
besides,it was also the very first time i bought couple tee...><

i really thank him very much for accompany and sending me go terminal this morning...
actually my mood quite down when i sitting in the bus...
suddenly all the memories came into my mind...
really hate the feeling of being parted with someone...
but i know we still can meet soon...^^
don't know why...
start from today
i start to like rainy day a bit...
=)

p.s.: I LOVE YOU...

♥

♥...1st month...♥

2010-10-31T08:05:00.000-07:00

时间过得很快
没想到那么快就一个月了..
昨天真的很开心
感谢你为我付出了这么多
我希望我们可以开心过每一天
一起创造更多的回忆...
^^

谢谢你送我的项链...
我真的很喜欢...^^

我想说，
有你在...
我感觉自己真的真的很幸福..
虽然我不常甜言蜜语...
哈哈~

anyway
我希望我们都能一直维持像这样的相处方式...
♥

HOOT~

2010-10-21T00:22:00.000-07:00

my lovely SNSD's 3rd mini album will be released soon~
cant wait to watch their new MV coz there is a new theme for them--Bond Girls!!
ARghhhh~~~!!

♥

2010-10-19T07:20:00.000-07:00

昨天晚上
我和他聊了很久
发现原来我还蛮常忽略他的..
其实之前朋友都有跟我说我应该怎样怎样
后来从他亲口说出后
才明白我太不应该...
>.<''

对不起..
我会开始以两个人的角度想
不再是一意孤行..

也谢谢你愿意跟我说
让我懂你的感受
言语总比一切忍气吞声好...

谢谢你.. ♥

两难...

2010-10-16T01:40:00.000-07:00

♥

2010-10-04T01:26:00.000-07:00

2010年10月2日
对我而言
算是特别的一天
也是感动满满的一天
之前就有想过会发生
但是却是在没有预警的情况下
所以还是吓了一跳
身边的人都知道
只有我一个人都被蒙在鼓里
他们说
“这就是 surprise”
好一个 surprise...
哈哈~

----------------------------------------

在这期间
我终于感受到我是幸运的
我有很多保护我的好姐妹
谢谢你们
最让我意外的是
我的妹妹
从来不说出她对我的关心
这次却做出让我感动的事
谢谢你...♥

我想说的是
感谢你的耐心，细心和付出的一切..
因为你知道我害怕再次被伤害...
虽然我总没说出心里的感动...
>.<''

甜言蜜语的话
我想我还在努力的阶段
所以请给我一些时间
哈哈~
虽然我现在真的很不习惯
但是
相信我
我会尽量去适应...
^^

谢谢你...♥

GOODBYE...

2010-09-29T05:36:00.000-07:00

今天是我人生中第一次送机
原来送机的心情是百感交集的
我想我能体会满心期待外面的世界的兴奋感
还有对家人和朋友的不舍
两种心情是矛盾的
当然心里很希望看到朋友能学成归来
也替他们高兴
但是心里的不舍还是有的
最近总会想起以前玩闹的我们
甚至出去玩时
会不习惯少了谁的笑声...

不过想了想
明年我们可能又能见面了
所以感到欣慰
我想
分开的一年
就让我们彼此成长
我相信我们都能变得懂事
在我们的将来...

Nice to meet you...
I am very happy to meet you in my life
谢谢你
I wish you love and health...

Hope to see you again...

Goodbye!

THANKS...

2010-09-06T06:13:00.000-07:00

我在上个星期三收到了人生中第一份包裹...
那是某人送我的生日礼物...
但是为了不违规
还是忍到了昨天才拆开...
看到了里面的东西真的让我吓一跳
因为是王力宏的最新专辑!!
哈哈~
再来是花了不少心思的照片...
看来真的好多人帮他嘛...
LOL
不过还是想说声谢谢..
我真的很喜欢这份礼物
感觉到那份心意
^^
我会好好珍惜...

♥ HAPPY ♥

2010-08-31T06:55:00.000-07:00

今天...
很开心^^
因为我收到了我今年第一份生日礼物...
对我来说是意义重大的礼物
因为那是我爸爸送我的项链^^

他说21岁了
一定要有一条钥匙项链
所以在我没有预料的情况下
带我去选了我喜欢的...
这也意味着我真的长大了
父母也养了我21年了
真的不容易
供我上幼稚园，小学，中学和大学
样样都是血汗钱啊
付出的心血更是不用说...
谢谢爸爸妈妈把我养得这么好
不愁吃不愁穿...
我会好好保管这条项链...^^
我爱你们~♥♥

♥ 寂寞寂寞就好 ♥

2010-08-27T00:35:00.000-07:00

寂寞寂寞就好
詞: 施人誠曲: 楊子樸編曲: 鍾興民

還是原來那個我不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容

不算什麼愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你是我自己做夢你有改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用每個人有每個人的業障因果

會有什麼什麼都沒有
早點看破才看得見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的我總會把你戒掉

-剥离了回忆开始寻找孤独
找到孤独就不怕寂寞了-

这首歌真的很好听
喜欢它的歌词
尤其是HEBE唱得太赞了!!!
MV也很好看
更喜欢她的造型
自然又美丽...

“出道十年超級新人是她在唱歌
田馥甄”

random...

2010-08-25T23:34:00.000-07:00

BORING

2010-08-23T06:34:00.000-07:00

真的好想快点开学
当然不是因为我要读书
哈哈
是想快点见到我的朋友们
然后大家一起玩

今天像往常一样
又是无聊的一天
之事今天不一样的是
自己下厨煮了好久没煮的spagettie
当然我的成品不是很好
跟xiao drie 煮的相较之下
真的差很多...
anyway
还是吃得下...XD

-- --- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

下个星期将会和朋友出去shopping
让我不禁期待
谁叫最近超级无聊
根本就是在浪费时间...

昨天买了两本书
一本书名叫“转个弯，原来快乐很简单...”
另一本就是食谱啦
突如其来的冲动
让我买了书本来打发时间
就怕闷坏了

让我再想想该怎么打发接下来的时间吧
哈哈~
真的超想念我的朋友和哥哥，妹妹和弟弟~~
>.<

♥...最好的我... ♥

2010-08-21T05:57:00.000-07:00

我不在乎什么天长地久
我只在乎你想不想要拥有
一颗真心和温暖的手
在身后陪你微笑或泪流
我不在乎你下次会来呆多久
我只在乎这心动前所未有
我不会走 Coz I Love You So
献给你最好的我
就算只是朋友

还想和你做朋友
想念your big brown eyes
可爱的lips I wanna kiss
I miss想一直牵着你的手
但我还年轻心不定又能怎么办

boy,有什么话开不了口
No worries我只是用脑想过头
拥有了又想自由自由后又想拥有
等待着空逛着有话也保留
他们说刮风的时候你总选择要一个人颤抖
Guess Youll Never Know　Coz
Ill Never Show （为了谁你不自由）

我不在乎什么天长地久
我只在乎你想不想要拥有
一颗真心和温暖的手
在身后陪你微笑或泪流

我不在乎你下次会来呆多久
（拥有了又想自由）
我只在乎这心动前所未有
（自由又想拥有）
我不会走 'cause I love you so
献给你最好的我
就算只是朋友

行不过别人把你追走
也行不过自己暂时把你拥有
（你低头喝着酒别只顾喝着酒）
做朋友是保护你最坏也是最好的借口

我明白要你爱是荒谬的要求
我明白有些默契我必须要自守
只是你眼眸走漏了一种
Baby Baby想爱不能爱的哀求

嘿，好久不见仲记得你中意听
不如不见记得以前和你分享
我的担心烦恼还有我的骄傲
但现在我们之间
却变得越来越有礼貌
When we broke up
你的朋友一定拍手说好
现在你身边的他们大概都不喜欢我
但是我还是我我还一样能活
The reason why我决定离开
There is only one reason Why
'Cause I know you deserve
better and more
没了我大家信不过的那个星座
你一定要好好生活别想太多
为什么我写了这首歌只想用心对你说
I love you and I still
do I love you now
But it insists in a different
way if I may, hey
'Cause so I know you
used to love me more
But now there's a fare我知道我离开世界的那一天
你一定会流泪在我的照片前面
And I'll do the same
Not 'cause I want to met,
Cause you have always
been like my family to me
这不是秘密
但喺你身边既会有几多人知
流过的泪说过的话仍在我心中
虽然已经失去你
以后如果在街上碰到你和你心爱的那个谁
唔好避我会微笑带礼貌地欣然面对
I wish you luck, wish
you health, wish you love
with this XX
I wish you luck, wish
you health, wish you love
with this smile and his hug
A: 我不在乎你下次会来呆多久
我只在乎这心动前所未有
我不会走 'cause I love you so
献给你最好的我
就算只是朋友
我不在乎什么天长地久
我只在乎你想不想要拥有
一颗真心和温暖的手
在身后陪你微笑或泪流
我不在乎你下次会来呆多久
我只在乎这心动前所未有
我不会走 'cause I love you so
献给你最好的我
就算只是朋友
D:Nice to meet you
I am very happy to have
met you in my life
谢谢你
I wish love and health
Hope to see you again

Goodbye!

雨过天晴

2010-08-19T19:22:00.000-07:00

今天一睡醒
才发现冷冷的
因为天空下着雨
其实
我喜欢这种时候的雨
感觉很舒服
让我不想起床
但是我还是得硬硬爬起来
只因为我那恶魔妹妹...XD

原来昨天是我想太多
人太过度敏感真的不好
所谓处女座
应该就是如此吧
尤其是两个都是处女座的人
还好讲开了
这种感觉是好的
至少在这个早晨觉得很开心
昨晚的忧郁一扫而空

现在我每天都要告诉自己
一定要开开心心过每一天
希望我身边亲爱的朋友们也是如此
面带笑容迎接每一天
因为这样
你才会发现你是幸福的^^

不习惯...

2010-08-17T05:18:00.000-07:00

才回到家没两天...
就开始觉得很不习惯
突然感到很孤单，很寂寞
可能是少了一些笑声
少了打打闹闹的吵杂声
心里有些空虚...

唉..
觉得这个假期应该会很无趣
突然好想有个时光机
让我回到过去
回到和你们shopping,出去吃和玩的美好回忆

好想好想你们
今天大哥和小弟也回国了
感觉得到小弟也很不舍
哈哈
心里有点小开心
原来我们都已经是一体的了...

anyway,
最近看会我们的照片
心里还是很开心的
庆幸我们拍的照片很多
足够让我每次重复看都还会笑出声^^
谢谢你们带给我美好的回忆哦...

LOVE YOU ALL~ ^^

回忆...感伤...

2010-08-14T22:11:00.000-07:00

“谁能够划船不用浆
谁能够扬帆没有风向
谁能够离开好朋友
没有感伤
我可以划船不用浆
我可以扬帆没有风向
但是朋友啊
当你离我远去
我却不能不感伤”

第一次跟你们见面
没有任何对话
第二次碰面
和馥馥有了第一次对话
再来是八妹，小Pang, 张莉和贝贝（不分顺序）
我们开始了第一趟旅程
那也是我们第一次认定了彼此的关系--八姐妹
不久
我们的家庭扩大
加入了大哥和小Drie
就这样
我们到现在还是维持着家人般的互动
期间的旅程为我们奠定了很多美好回忆
藏在照片里的
是我们一点一滴累积的感情
一步一脚印完成刻骨铭心的友谊
那也是我从来没有过的感觉
我相信
我们都真心看待这份得来不易的感情
认真投入，经营
所以才会有现在的不舍得
但是为了彼此的前程
我们还是强忍着心里的不舍
即使你们还没离开
我已经开始期待下一次的见面
想象会是怎样的场景...

第一次
为你们哭
就是现在
第一次
对朋友有那么多的不舍
第一次
好想自私地对你们说：“能不走吗”...
第一次
好后悔我们没有来个大拥抱
第一次
我想说：“我好爱你们，你们是我生命中最最最重要的朋友...”
对你们
我会满心祝福
希望你们能顺顺利利回来
但是
答应我
一定，千万要好好照顾自己
要时常联络
要互相扶持
在那里遇到困难时
想想在这里还有关心着你们
常常想着你们的兄弟姐妹
小Pang，馥馥和张莉
你们都听好咯
我们是一辈子的姐妹
我不希望任何事情阻碍我们的感情
你们一定要加油
我们会耐心等待你们学成归来
我爱你们...

--“可以彼此分享得意骄傲不担忧谁的心里不是味道
可以传染给你心情不好连说个理由都不需要
可以直来直往提醒劝告就算争吵也都是为对方好
可以和你商量你没苦恼不怕全世界都知道
我找你找了好久一个互相了解的朋友
生活有人分享的时候快乐就变得容易许多
我找你找了好久一个拿心来换的朋友
伤痛有人抱紧的时候未来有什么路不敢走 ”--

...

2010-08-09T20:25:00.000-07:00

很久没有来更新我的部落格了
今天有一点点的时间就来写写东西吧
今天是考试的第一天
嗯
希望一切顺利吧
哈哈~

感觉这个学期过得不算快
但是却是最充实的一个学期
不是因为忙功课和考试
而是和朋友到处玩，到处吃
感觉真的很棒
就像我朋友说的吧
真的很难得在大学遇到一群死党
一起玩，一起闹，说说无厘头的话
回想起来
觉得真的是美好的回忆
从朋友晋升为家人
这种感情真的得来不易
^^
这个星期就要暂时分开了
有的暂时分开一个月多
有的暂时分开超过一年吧
嗯...
有些话不知道要怎么说出口
因为太熟
感性的话会起鸡皮疙瘩
我想我们之间的默契应该足以去互相了解彼此的心思吧
可能我们真的还没到那种能心灵相通的境界
所以误会产生了
这次是真的心痛了
不懂该说些什么
怕说太多误会更大
彼此的距离越远
伤心的人总是不喜欢别人问他为什么伤心吧
这点我了解
可是不问不说
心里的疑惑越大
不想让这一切成为遗憾
曾经真心交换过彼此的我们
为什么还是有隔阂了呢??
怀念吃饭时吵吵闹闹的声音
能不能就当什么事都没发生过
开开心心度过接下来的几天吧
真的
到时候你我心里一定会有遗憾
除非你对我们没有感觉了
不过我相信我们的感情不会让你有这种感觉吧
你我都一样
真心把彼此当作家人
所以回来吧^^
回到开朗的你
不许说自己无能哦
MONSTER 的精神不是这样子的!!
^^

脆弱...

2010-07-16T00:36:00.000-07:00

最近很多事情都让我打击很大
我开始觉得累了
当然
也泪了...

压力大到我很想逃避
我知道我做不到
所以拼死了命还是要咬紧牙关走下去吧...

最近爱上了独自在房间的时间
觉得回到房间的自己
才是最真实的
可以哭
可以想很多东西
可以沉淀情绪

其实我自己也不知道我的压力来源是什么
很没有理由的
就是很down
是不是情绪低落也有季节的
每一天都觉得很累
但是在床上翻了好久才能入眠
真的是累了
可是却睡不着
还是我只是心累了...

变得超敏感
一点点的事情可以让我心情变不好
想着想着眼泪却不自觉地流下来
是不是太久没哭了
所以才那么容易哭呢
好想回家...

不想朋友担心
所以我都一直笑
不表现出来
是因为不想提起
不跟她们说
是因为我自己也找不到原因

所以如果看了这篇
别问我哦...
我不懂怎么说
因为不想在你们面前崩溃...
也别跟我打气
就让我任为你们什么都不懂
没看过
可能在你们面前我比较好一点吧
^^
真的...
谢谢...
我自己会加油的^^

再过几天
以前的我应该就会回来了...^^

我觉得我很失败...

2010-06-30T21:15:00.000-07:00

经过了昨天
我才发现
原来我是多么不称职的姐姐
当然我很感谢你的体谅
我相信
我们不会变得不好
而是越来越好吧
因为我们互相了解了
终于
也是第一次和你聊
觉得每个人背后的故事
就是造就了现在的自己

之前
认为你很悲观
不是没有原因的
正因为不了解
所以明白了猜测是陷阱
幸好我们既时拔掉了那根刺
对我而言
这种心情是无法用言语形容的

毕竟我们都长大了
也了解硬碰硬并非最好的解决方法
现在我们用更成熟的方法解决
是好事吧

能相遇一定是缘分
做姐妹更是难能可贵
相知相惜是首要条件
经过了昨天
第一次真正明白这个原理
相处的时间不多
但是共同经历的绝对一辈子都忘不了
甚至足够翻阅多次依然记忆犹新
这些不是一两天能够培养出来的
我们要感谢命运让我们做姐妹
虽然没有结拜
但是真的都把你们当成了自己的亲妹妹

昨天你的那句话让我感动了一整晚
也让我哭了
我从来没想过我会听到这句话会从你们口中说出
我自己的亲弟弟和妹妹从没表扬过我什么
真的谢谢你的肯定
这句话就像一个好妈妈被孩子称赞一样
心里满满的感动

最后
答应我
我们是一辈子的好姐妹哦
你们是我在这里最重要的回忆
是你们改变了我
我能有今天的开朗
是因为你们

P.S:
要加油哦~~^^
我爱你们...