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Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Blue~

Since June started, the only mood can described is BLUE~
There is no reason why so blue..haha!!
Just feel like very lazy to do things and think~
But time still passes fast and today is Wednesday again, two more days going to Friday already~

Last night finally decided where to celebrate Father's Day on this Sunday..
Gonna to have a big big meal again~ yeah!!
Sad case is, my tummy become bigger and bigger..T.T
All because of my lazy bone.. after eat then sit, sit then eat again..OMG!!
Hope I can find back my motivation soon to reduce those fatness!!


Monday, June 11, 2012

♥~约会~♥

上个星期六我亲爱的来jb 找我..
我特地准备了从来没尝试过的‘爱心便当’..哈哈!!




可爱吗..??

当然还有第二次做免烘烤的cheese cake..这次是Mango Yogurt Cheese Cake~
可是因为芒果都卖完了,只好用了罐头peaches 来代替...
不过一下子他也把我带给他的3大片吃完了..!!
至于剩下的也被家人扫进肚子了..哈哈!! 
我觉得我很奇怪, 我反而很少吃自己做的食物耶..
不懂为什么咧..哈哈!!



这次用的是marie 饼干..所以有点散..看来下次用回oreo 比较好..哈哈!!



这次其实跟我男朋友聊得蛮多的...
也聊到以前的东西..
他也提到以前是他比较黏他前女友的..
现在是我比较黏他..
听了有一点不是滋味咧..>.<
是我小心眼还是醋意强??
唉~
不管啦,至少他跟我说我是他第一个用特别方式表白的女生啦..
算是扳回一城啦..哈哈!!

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Thursday

Quite active in blogging recently, the mode was finally ON 2 days ago..hehe..
Last night planned to bake a cake by using rice cooker, but at the end failed..
I think the reason was the egg, my mixer broken few months ago, plan to have a new one after moving house, so i tried to use my hands to stir the egg white with sugar, this process calls 打发.. the basic skill of baking..
I read some blogs, found that stirring by hands need more than half an hour, but i stirred for near one hour last night, still cant see the result I wish for.. T.T
at last I gave up, straightly mix all ingredients together then put them into the rice cooker to cook..
Same as what I predicted, the result was horrible..LOL!!
like pancake? like thicker roti canai? =.=
Anyway, I won't give up easily, time needed to improve myself, hwaiting go go!!
But my hands feel damn tired after stirring for so long time!! feel like my muscle growing abit..oh no!!

Yesterday we get the key of new house finally and the renovations can be started soon~

I'm here countdown for Friday again!! haha~ Actually this week passes fast also, it's good to have this feeling because I can meet with my lovely boyfriend again this weekend..!! wuhuu!!



Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Finally!!

Yeah~ Finally I got my new phone!!
This is the first time I own a smartphone..
In last year, I planned to buy iphone 5 but at last iphone 4S was launched.. =.=
so I waited again and finally I gave up iphone, choose Samsung Galaxy SIII~


Actually at first the outlook of the phone was not so attractive for me, I prefer S2 appearance..
but after my boyfriend introduce me about the functions of S3 with the video, feel not bad with this phone..
so finally it launched in M'sia last week, and i went to the roadshow held at KSL last Friday to get the phone.
At last, I signed the data plan contract with Digi.. feel like useless if without signing plan..LOL!!
The opinion from me on using the phone since last Friday is: not bad to use, color is sharp, very HD!!
Sometimes it might lag abit, but overall process in well =)
It is very light, this is out of my expectation..haha..because it looks big!!
The only thing I'm still waiting for is, the accessories of this phone~
My screen protector is yet to be taken off, just like what you see in the 1st photo of the photo collage..LOL!! it's kinda funny because I can't see the word sometimes.. XD

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Recently, I like to read blog. Blogs of baking..!!
I found many bloggers with baking recipes & comments~
I really wish I can reach the same level as them..
From their blog stories, I can see most of them started from zero knowledge, but at last they can make a nice and beautiful cakes~
So, I wish I can be the same too..
After I moving house, with new oven, new mixer and new tools, I must train myself well to achieve my ambition~!! 
Hwaiting!! 

Thursday, May 31, 2012

I ♥ my life

Recently, i quite seldom update my blog due to some reasons - time + feeling + mood..LOL
but i'm now here to summarize the happenings these months..
i'm enjoying my life currently and i'm glad those happenings are wonderful and happiness~
In my working life, it's busy most of the time, but not busy until OT..
new colleagues joined and some teachings were given to them. According to my manager, teach her what i know and it will make your working life more relax as they can share same level of cases..haha..
so overall, it's still quite enjoyable and didn't panic me..

Life goes on~

In my friendship, i feel happy because i almost meet my lovely friends every month..
although not all my lovely sistas can join the gathering every month, but for sure i did meet my best friend and best sista, xiao shi once i went KL~
I really feel happy you willing to take time to meet up with me... =)
I so happy with her now as she finally can put down the stress of finding job, wish her luck and i will always support her and give her strength!! GOD bless you!!
Other than xiao shi, i still met up with yee leng, my 3rd younger sista who also always busy working and studying ACCA at the same time, wish her luck also on her study & working life~ 
Pang jia kee, my 7th younger sista, she always get bullied by me and i also get bullied by her sometimes.. compare to other sistas, she's the only one let me got feel to bully her.. LOL!! but i think she become happier recently, all happened after meeting with SNSD at KLCC in few months ago!! 

gathering with xiao shi, yeeleng, jiakee at i-city~


finally fulfill our wish~ dinner at Daorae ^^

Yes, i met my girls finally!! The success of meeting my girls came from pang jia kee also, she helped to grab the ticket and we got chance to stand very front, that feeling of seeing the girls on the stage was so fantastic!! It was just like a dream, the news of they visited M'sia was so sudden and made me, xiao shi and jiakee very excited!! I took leave to KL just because of i want to see them in real person and dance in front of me..!! after the small concert, we 3 start to waiting for their first concert in M'sia and we had promised to go enjoy together~ =D 

meeting up with my girls - SNSD at KLCC~
taken girls' photo by my ipod, but not clear..haiz!!

In my family, although there is an unhappy and shock happened, it's over and it will be kept in the deepest part of my heart. And now, at least now the atmosphere of the family is warm and sweet. My younger sister left home and continue her study life at Kampar, Perak. Soon we will go visit her on this coming saturday. Guessing it will be a long journey to there, i have already bought a bucket of popcorn to enjoy along the journey..hehe..

Most of the time at home, she's the only one i play with~

In my love, everything happened with nice, sweet, memorable and warm. As usual, we met at least twice a month, he visits me at JB and i visit him at KL. We both enjoy and treasure the time we gather, although same routines were repeated like eat and movies, but we still enjoy them with happily. Finally he realised what he promised me before, Jogoya & crabs meal!! hehe.. We seldom quarrel, that's the part i proud of it... I tink we both feel the same, distance made us can't see each other everyday, only use phone to connect our voices and feel each other by the tones. The chance we can meet up is more important than other things. But we still quite lucky, we not in distance of overseas, just near 4 hours driving distance.. =) 

Crabs meal ( Monster meal)..LOL

Actually, i really thank him to make my life more complete.. He willing to join the gathering of my friends even though he's the only guy.. I know sometimes i might stubborn, he also compatible with me.. I know he dote me alot, what i required, he will try his best to fulfill it... I really like the way we communicate, sometimes i feel like we are friends, we share secrets, we concern, dote and care each other; just one thing more than friends, we love each other...♥ Maybe others might not understand why i describe like this, but he & me know it is enough... =) I really proud of this relationship, we communicate like friends just the appellation closer abit; we care & protect each other like friends but we hold hands; the style of our communicate was relax and won't stress each other, humor things happened more than normal love relationship... These reasons make our love stronger, complete, wonderful and unique..Hopefully it will be everlasting.. ♥


Some people said we look alike each other..LOL!!

I really love my life now, i own what i have wished before, lovely family, friends and boyfriend... In my concept, I can work, eat, play, enjoy and love, this call happiness. Don't you think so?? =)

I ♥ MY LIFE



p.s. wish my family, friends, boyfriend stay health and happy always~ =)

Thursday, March 1, 2012

烦烦烦


最近很乱
工作很乱
心情很烦
身体很差
睡眠不足
怎么了?!


压力造成睡眠不好吗??
睡眠不好造成生病吗??
生病导致无法集中吗??
无法集中只想要睡吗??
所以整天面无表情吗??
很烦很烦真的很烦咧!!


好想出去散散心,把不开心通通丢掉~
我要回我的快乐,身体也能健健康康~
总之,我要回以前的我~





Thursday, January 26, 2012

why??

为什么我一直觉得我在做蠢事情..
是自己太热情还是他们太冷淡..?? =.=''
哎哟..我不懂啦..!!

MIX

新年=发胖的季节
有谁过年不胖的可以教教我吗??
可以我有是大爱美食之人,怎能戒口呢?? 哈哈~
下个星期一开始就是我开工的日子,希望我能开始有冲动减肥呗~
红包是拿了不少,不过还是照惯例,全部存起来~

最近老是做些很奇怪的梦..
而且情节非常类似,里面的主角也是一样的..
只是我真的不能接受它在现实中发生..
太可怕了..
我无法接受..
想来想去,还是想不透为什么会做这种梦..唉~

不安稳..
很害怕..
多疑,多虑..
哎哟..又怎么了啦..


Saturday, January 7, 2012

我

前几天和同事聊到中学生活,因为我们来自同所中学,所以常会聊起..
我和她说中学时期我没人追,她很诧异,直说不可能..哈哈..
我就让她看了我以前的照片,她也就无言了..
想想我如何从那段时期走出来..
以前我的自卑来自肤色和身形..
所以我都不敢主动跟人讲话,所以我属于比较孤僻...
有人说过我印度人,非洲人..
我知道都是开玩笑,但是我还是介意的,更何况说我的都是男生...
至于身形,有人也说过我‘鸭子’,因为我臀围比较大...但这是我的一个女生朋友无意间说的..
所以就算有暗恋的人,也没勇气说...
庆幸的是每次到了一个新环境,还是会有 两三个要好的朋友..

离开了中学,又到了新环境,还是一样怕生...
不过那边的人都很好,非常友善,是我打开了心扉还是他们的热情感化了我呢?? 哈哈...
我觉得人变开朗了,心情换了,自信也来了..
有时候觉得被重视或是被在乎的感觉真的很窝心..很感动..
那是我不曾有过的体会..
所以我真的很珍惜..
我想一直这么开朗下去,我觉得这才是我..
以前我压抑是因为自卑,她们教会我明白我的特点,我所care 的肤色其实有些人很想拥有..
她们说这是特别..
所以我也改变我自己的想法了..
我喜欢现在的我..

不过毕业后的班聚我都没出席过,心里还是抗拒,感觉和他们没话聊...
不知道为什么想到他们还是会想起一些‘往事’..
不过我想反正我以前在班上也是默默耕耘的人,所以就继续默默过着现在我认为精彩的人生吧~~

Friday, December 9, 2011

要? 不要?

最近想剪短发的冲动特别强烈~
可能是看到很多明星都剪了短发,所以才会有那种冲动吧..
可是现在的心情有点矛盾..
该怎么形容呢??
这么说好了,毕竟头发留了要4年了
说要剪,当然非常舍不得
但是,又想要换个新形象...
平时我又很懒惰吹干头发,都是让它自然干
现在又发现很多开叉,打结
所以这又加强了我的冲动
另一方面,又怕剪出来效果不好
要等到它长应该要一段时间..
最近拍了些照片,发现头发飘的很好看,所以心里又矛盾了..
哈哈~
家人和朋友都问我会不会后悔
我说一定会的
可是没试过不知道
还是豁出去算了~

Monday, October 10, 2011

泪了..

酸涩..
今天眼睛一整天的感觉..
那是因为昨晚大哭一场所换来的代价..=.=
好久没哭了
突然觉得自己哭得好像小孩
那种夹杂着悲伤和发泄的哭法
让我觉得蛮痛快的


当然也是有原因我才会哭成这样..哈哈..
在记忆中
我和你很少吵架
在一年里,应该不超过5次吧
哭过也那么一次
所以昨天算是第二或第三次因为你而哭吧
其实对同一件事生气好像不只一两次了吧
不过还是蛮伤心的
你说会慢慢改
好吧..
可是说起来也好笑
我们是那种前一晚有点不愉快
却总能在隔一天又和对方闲话家常
所以这算是我们沟通最好的方法吧
毕竟事情总得有雨过天晴的一天..


除了为他而哭
当然还有其它方面有压力,有压抑..
所以干脆利用昨天
把一切发泄
超痛快!!
好像有一点变态..哈哈~
不过我还是比较喜欢笑
不想做爱哭鬼..=)



Monday, September 26, 2011

upset..

YOU always upset me..
always disappointed me..
I really can't understand you..
how come you will being like that..
as one family, I thought everything will be united..
but seems we expect too much on it..
and actually you are too
eccentric...
I think you will never knew it... because you are too feel good inc...


every time if the same words out from different mouths together..
you will never blame any one of your love
the
partiality is really getting serious and stronger now..haiz..
what should we all being daughters do??
and in fact, the truth that we tell is to give you
advice
and we really care about your image so we just tell the truth and avoid you losing face..
but when the words go into your ears and it automatically change to another meaning-- we want to cover your glorious..!!
how about your sons also advice the same thing??
why the reactions you treat us is totally opposite??
so i can get your meaning already-- you think we jealous you!!
so why you so like to ask about our opinion?? please don't always ask about our opinions again since you know we will say directly if it really bad...

you really never stand on our position and think..
this is the most disappointed!!
you are too self-centered and nothing can change your mind...
you think everyone fall short of you, but please s
tand on different position and think what others' feeling about the matter..
this problem was not happened in once..
it occurred since I sensible..
and you thought we
show no respect for you...
in reality, we should respect each other.. not only we respect you...
no matter how we show the respect to you, and you think respecting us is not necessary..
and you never knew how it hurt when sometimes your words out!!
we want peace but every time is you create the problem at first..
you should learn how to avoid to be too particular about trifles
this will make you more unhappy
and every time we try to communicate with you, you start to blame everybody but oneself..
seems we really no manners...but we never...


anyway, i think i used to it already..
when your eldest son come back or webcam with you,
your mood will become better and soft...
even if you scold him also scold in front of us, but when you face him, the smile non-stop.. seems we are the one who did wrong!! we all really know it!!
you only can accept his advice and sometimes trust him rather than you trust dad...
you think you proud of him that's why every time like to tell in front of us about how he intelligent can go study at Australia.. keep on saying he is the first one who go oversea study among Liew's family..
and now, keep telling whose sons or daughter go Singapore working and how high their salary..
did you remember that i requested you about I wish to go Singapore working also but you rejected it?!


fortunately I have my younger sister can understand me..
in fact, we understand each other because we really used to it..
we are always be directed against...
the youngest brother and sister still young and they just know how to flatter to get dote of you even though they used to complain to me about how you care about their eldest brother..
I just telling '习惯就好'..

once you feel good and you will automatically act like nothing happened...
act like never hurt us..


forget about it,
after releasing my mood and feelings here,
feel comfortable already..
actually when I feel unhappy I like to eat nice foods..LOL
and the dinner last night I try to cook was -- Seafood Mee Hoon..!! haha
jjang jjang my result ~~



Thursday, September 22, 2011

星期五~















这个星期算是忙的吧..
只有星期四是空闲的
哈哈~
所以很快今天就是星期五了
周末来了哦
可是我的周末应该无聊吧..
因为除了上
瑜伽,就是当司机
然后就是帮忙看店..
不过我已经开始倒数了~
到底倒数什么呢??
倒数下个周末的来临
因为我的他又要来了..!!
哈哈~
不过这次来比较特别
因为那将会是我们在一起的一周年..
很快对吧?
连我自己都吓到..XD
原来每天开开心心的相处会让时间过得很快..=)


















今天,一觉醒来觉得很愉快
因为久违了的阳光终于出现
仿佛告诉我今天将会是美好的一天^^
刚才出去吃午餐的时候就晒了一下太阳
觉得超温暖
可能办公室太冷了
哈哈~
很习惯的
每次超级空闲和无聊的星期四过后
星期五总会有工作来
有时候心里会小埋怨:为什么工作星期四不来? 偏偏在可爱的星期五来呢?? ><
不过埋怨归埋怨
还是要做啦..=D


等下就要去上瑜伽了~
上个礼拜因为身理期所以没去上...
现在兴奋的心情(能去Bali 玩)终于平复了
哈哈~
所以现在的目标就是存钱!!

















加油加 油~!! ♥

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

下雨天..















这几天都是下雨天..
我喜欢这样的天气
细细的雨
凉凉的天气
没有雷声
很舒服
在夜晚更容易入睡..
哈哈~ 爱死这种天气了~


只是雨天总是容易让人忧郁啊...
很多回忆往事总会不停浮现脑海
有伤心的, 有开心的..
只是好希望你们都在身边..
是不是容易在雨天感到寂寞呢??
感觉不到朋友的热情
每天上班,下班,晚餐, 上网然后睡觉
每天重复着一样的作息
好乏味无趣..
我的忧愁病又来了..
哈哈~


好了,emo 完了就来分享我的喜悦吧~
昨天我和小诗超够力!!
因为我们想去Bali 很久了
刚好AirAsia 有 promotion
才想要问他要不要去
他就先问我了
当然二话不说答应了
哈哈~
明明是明年十月尾的
行程给我们搞到很像下个月十月要去酱..LOL
可能我们真的真得很想去
终于能去了

所以很紧张
超好笑!!
现在确定能去的只有我,小诗和我 babe..
接下来的都是小
诗的同事的朋友..
管它的了
不管跟谁
我就是一定要去到!! XD


















明年我们还要抓紧AirAsia 的 promotion 去韩国~
那是我的另一个梦想国啊!!
哈哈~
Aza Aza Hwaiting ~!!

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

期待总带来失望..

还想起去年的今天
有人给了我惊喜
同样的一天来临了
但是却让我失望
不要求什么礼物
我要的
你也做不到
只是试探的问
结果你还是真的去了..
是我不会要求
还是什么..
唉..

Monday, September 5, 2011

SICK...















Today I feel so sick..T.T
i get flu and it makes me had a big headache!!
my eyes keep closing while I was working just now..
damn suffering~ >.<
anyway, at least it's better now..
just hope it will recover tomorrow..
God Bless Me Please~

Saturday, August 20, 2011

加油...


我知道那种感觉不好受
因为我也曾经经历过
所以我懂..
也许都是同样星座
所以大概明白彼此的性格
你我曾经都拒绝过别人
只因为处女座爱挑剔的性格
尤其对情人
所以感觉很重要
有时候要的不来,来的我们不要
就算要的他来了,到最后却不属于我们..
每个人背后总会有一段故事
尤其是对那些平时开朗的人而言
他们背后的故事恐怕更为辛酸
处女座的个性
隐藏不住心情
虽然偶尔会尽量在外在不表现出来
但是还是会找一个管道发泄
部落格一直是我宣泄的方法
你也是..
就当你爱上的是一个心里容得下两个女生的男生
身为姐妹的我们
当然会反对这个男人
我相信你也一样
为他伤透了心
就在你认为一切会开花结果的时候
这朵花在还没盛开时就先枯萎了
问题是明明施了肥,浇了水..
却还是如此
或许只有命中注定能解释吧
又或许你不是它真正的主人吧..
谁不为爱伤心过?
伤心过后还是要坚强
在一切平静自然度过一段时光
说不定对的人就在不远处
=)
加油哦, 洪小馥~!!
♥


Wednesday, August 17, 2011

突然很想你 =)

最近我好想念你们
真的
我相信你们也一样
因为那晚我们的疯言疯语透露着彼此的心声
好想面对面聊天
好想拥抱大家
非常容易感到寂寞
尤其是在晚上
是什么让我们同时变成这样?
是压力?
还是太想念?
哈哈~
还是单纯的怀念那段时光?
今天下午和MIKO姐姐聊天时
我坦白对她说
我最开心和最喜欢的人生阶段就是在大学
那是我最珍惜也最无法忘怀的美丽回忆
小学和中学的我太过自卑
只因为自己的肤色
所以都不敢主动认识朋友
真正的好朋友也都是三四个
虽然有时候会有班聚
但是我的朋友都在国外
所以就算我去
可能也不知道要和他们说什么吧
这也是离开中学将近4年却没有参加过任何班聚...
真正改变我的人生是在大学
我开始变得开朗
有一点自信
之所以改变我的人是你们
真的觉得很幸运
如果没有你们
我相信现在的我还是一样
过着普普通通的日子吧
感谢你们..
给你们亲一个~~
XD

















当然我也很想念另外一个人 ♥
如果你问我
有距离的恋爱好不好?
我会说有好有坏
坏的当然是你不能相见他就见他
还有过马路少了一个人牵你
心情不好没人能咬
伤心时少了他的拥抱


但是
距离对我来说
偶尔能保持新鲜感
甚至保持着热恋的感觉
因为少见的缘故
所以一见面
有时还是会羞涩
哈哈~
也因为距离
会珍惜每个相聚的日子
虽然有时也会因为一些小事不开心
但是我们都尽量避免争执...
这是我觉得难能可贵的地方吧
之所以如此
我们愿意敞开心扉
当下解决我们不爽的事情
所以以后尽量避免重犯...

想说
珍惜当下拥有的
两个人相爱并不容易
不要因为不必要的纷争而成了遗憾... =)



Saturday, August 13, 2011

new experience

today i bring my mum go to 101 hair care center
due to the hair drop problem that faced by my mum
my mum had decided to hv a treatment since she was suffered enough by the problem
and of coz the package is not cheap especially the hair prob faced by her is quite serious
so it will be a 24 times treatments and make them into every saturday..
hair products such as the shampoo, conditioner, tonic and other products are recommended to buy also..
but fortunately i get a free sample of shampoo, conditioner and tonic
and my mum get another 3 free treatments (so total will be 27 treatments in the package)
i can feel tat the products are quite natural and fresh after used it
and i hope my mum can get what her want after 7 months..
=)

Friday, August 12, 2011

发泄

刚刚听到了一句话
觉得有点伤心...
看来有时候戏比我重要
因为你说sms 给你比较好
我问为什么
你说因为你想看戏relax..
难道跟你说声晚安会浪费很多时间吗
原来我的声音不能让你relax..
有够伤心..
算了吧
就当我久久发泄一下..
至少我很少闹脾气..