想太多

有时候真的很讨厌自己
不会管理自己的情绪
而且每次乱乱想
妒忌真的会让人冲昏头脑
我明白一切都是无谓的胡思乱想...
真的好抱歉...
我的心胸太狭窄
只是偶尔觉得融入不进...

复杂

最近的心情只有这两个字可以形容
有开心，有伤心，有压力，有疲惫...
第一次感受到找工作的困难
也明白石沉大海的道理
当然有时候心里很不是滋味
但是也没有办法
因为本身条件也不是很好
所以还是只有靠运气了
有时候真的觉得付出从来不等于收回...

再加上
有一个我现在想也不敢想的东西
一切真的希望它顺其自然...
我真的很珍惜这段..

당신을 사랑합니다 ♥

FINALLY

finally i got my 1st Apple product in my life yesterday
i bought a iPod Touch 4th generation at midvalley
i had targeted on it since last year...
but no money n no excuse to let me buy it
on Wed,i lost my MP3 unfortunately..
tat's why i plan to buy an iPod
it was so surprise and happy when my dad allow me to buy while i was asking him thru the phone..
and with the accompany of szeping n winni
we had a movie n i bought the iPod Touch =)
it is a really good entertainment product for me now


I LOVE IT SO MUCH ♥

^^

juz now my family had a nice webcam wid my bro who studying at AUS now...
it has been 2 months we never seen him and my mum said he thin ady although i cant find whr he thin...XD
but if i were him,i think i will sure cry because whole family were talking wid him and care about him...^^
maybe he is boy,so will cry after webcam ba..LOL

n i miss Monster's family webcam last night..T.T
so sad without me...
anyway,i believe that we can meet soon...
hope both fufu n jiakee can join our graduation trip
n go back to pangkor,the place we become sisters...^^

Love ya~ ♥

我是爱哭鬼..

你对我说的每句话
我都很在乎
可能有时候我很任性
所以你说了一些话
让我听了觉得好像你做的事是我逼你做的..
我不会掩饰情绪
你很容易就猜穿我是真的开心还是假的开心
所以现在很多时候
就算忍我也要在你面前强颜欢笑
我不想变成那种让男生讨厌的爱哭和小气的女生...
虽然我知道对你来说
有些事是我想太多
或许吧..