泪了..

酸涩..
今天眼睛一整天的感觉..
那是因为昨晚大哭一场所换来的代价..=.=
好久没哭了
突然觉得自己哭得好像小孩
那种夹杂着悲伤和发泄的哭法
让我觉得蛮痛快的

当然也是有原因我才会哭成这样..哈哈..
在记忆中
我和你很少吵架
在一年里，应该不超过5次吧
哭过也那么一次
所以昨天算是第二或第三次因为你而哭吧
其实对同一件事生气好像不只一两次了吧
不过还是蛮伤心的
你说会慢慢改
好吧..
可是说起来也好笑
我们是那种前一晚有点不愉快
却总能在隔一天又和对方闲话家常
所以这算是我们沟通最好的方法吧
毕竟事情总得有雨过天晴的一天..

除了为他而哭
当然还有其它方面有压力，有压抑..
所以干脆利用昨天
把一切发泄
超痛快!!
好像有一点变态..哈哈~
不过我还是比较喜欢笑
不想做爱哭鬼..=)

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY

Yesterday(Sunday) was the first anniversary of us..
Finally it reached and we both had great moment even though we could only accompany each other for half day..
but it's enough for me since it's better than can't meet at all.. ^^
we didn't celebrate in special way, just simple as usual but we knew it's meaningful than usual also.. haha
anyway, we played, watched movie, ate..
just do whatever we like to do when everytime we meet..
but only special thing he made for me was, he took 2:30pm bus went back..LOL
normally he would take 11am bus went back..=P
anyway, for me the most important was the journey we passed and how we get reach of 1 year..
I love the way we communicate..
I love the way we settle unhappy together..
I love him willing to cheer me up when I sad..
I love we still able to maintain the feeling of love struck even though we are parted in two places..















I wish it can be maintained longer, more longer, or maybe forever..
maybe I'm not the first of his..
but I willing to become his last..if can..