Never know...

I never know that I could love you that much..
when you were beside me and the time we always stick together
I couldn't know I will sad like this...
I thought I prefer friends than you when i was at campus
but after I come back here
I think you are important to me the most since the main thing that can make my tears everyday is you...
distance makes me cannot hug and touch you..
and it suffers me alot...
everynight I miss your hug and everytime when I hear your voice thru the phone...
it warms me and comfort me alot..
but it makes me cry also
because I cannot see your face and feel you...
you're really important to me you know?
everything becomes mess without you...
I can laugh loudly because of some funny things but then suddenly turn to cry...
I become silent at home and moody always...
I keep on planning when I can go and find you or you come and find me...
I enjoy the shower time because it is the only time belong to me and my family wouldn't find me cry inside...
really hard to do everything without you...
every day and night I keep thinking of you...
thinking of what you doing there...
but very happy that we had our first webcam since I come back here...
finally I can see your smile and see your expression...
but I still cannot touch you...><
anyway,it does make my great night...^^
I know you are facing problem in finding job...
but I will always pray for you =)
hwaiting babe ♥
let's hwaiting for our future..
don't let distance become our problem and i trust you always...
the only thing that I can't control myself is missing you...
I just wanna say
'babe,I love you...♥'